Hi, I'm a non-believer who would like to believe. Right now I just don't know if God exists and despite my desire to believe I just can't force myself to do so. I think I've heard all the logical arguments for the existence of God, and while they do make sense all they do is provide a plausible explanation that does not disprove other explanations. Has any of you by any chance been in a similar situation and managed to overcome it? If yes then I would really like to hear how it happened. Thank you in advance.
It's about that if God exists what channels exist which can lead you to such a truth.
Did you eat any eggs before the age of 10? How can a third person get to this truth? You mom can testify that you ate eggs when you are still a baby, as she is an eyewitness. To truth an eyewitness to get to a truth is a common human practice and sometimes remains the only way to reach a truth.
In a similar manner, God is testified by those who witnessed Him.
My speculation is that a lot of people can't believe God because they are influenced by that atheistic line of reasoning while atheism is a deceptive art relying on the leverage of humans lack of ability to reach evidence. In the example above, atheism requires that evidence to be provided to show that you ever ate eggs before 10 to accept the fact instead of hearing from the testimony of your mom. This is a leverage on the fact that humans lack the ability to get to the evidence in order to deny a fact which can be validate by the testimony of your mom.
Now how about when the mom of your grandpa's grandpa told through her diary that her sons ate eggs since their age of 2, Can you evidence that? Most likely no one can as it lies outside human capability to do so. Humans thus have to rely on faith in her testimonies (through her diary) to get to this fact! There's no other way round. Can her diary contain lies, yes it can. However in case what is said is a truth, you need faith in order to get to such a truth. There's no other way round.
Humans rely heavily on this mechanism to get to a truth of any kind. That's actually why Trump can blame the media for making "fake news", as daily news are in a form of testimonies from eyewitnesses accounts in the end while testimonies are a vessel capable of carrying both truths and lies.
Another deceptive way of atheistic reasoning is that because testimonies can convey lies thus is not a reliable way, only science can be reliable. This is just the same leverage on humans' lack of ability to reach a truth which is not scientific in nature, such as our daily news. In reality, we don't rely on scientific proof to get to the truth behind each piece of daily news. We rely on faith in the credibility of our media to believe what is said instead.
That said. Humans need God because humans lack the ability to tell a future, especially about a future which could possibly affect us such as the one lying after our physical death. We thus need a God to tell us, if such a God exists.
God's truth on the other hand can be reached only by means of testimonies from those who encountered Him, such as how you ate eggs as a child which can only be testified by your mom (as she witnessed). God chooses this way to convey His truth because, 1) it is the most fundamental way for humans to convey a truth and 2) God cannot show up publicly to void His own covenant which requires humans to be saved by faith. The only way He can do is to show up to His chosen eyewitnesses and for their testimonies to convey.