I have been troubled by Paul's writings.
Why did Paul doubt the gospel he preached?
Paul said that he received his gospel directly from Jesus.
11 For I would have you know, brethren, that the gospel which was preached by me is not according to man. 12 For I neither received it from man, nor was I taught it, but I received it through a revelation of Jesus Christ. Galatians 1:11-12
But when Paul met the Apostles in Jerusalem he had doubts concerning his gospel.
1 Then after an interval of fourteen years I went up again to Jerusalem with Barnabas, taking Titus along also. 2 It was because of a revelation that I went up; and I submitted to them the gospel which I preach among the Gentiles, but I did so in private to those who were of reputation, for fear that I might be running, or had run, in vain. Galatians 2:1-2
Don't you think it is strange that on the one hand, Paul claimed that he received his gospel directly from Jesus. But on the other hand he found it necessary to submit his gospel to the Apostles in private for fear that he had been preaching in vain?
Thanks for raising valid points. His work before coming to Jerusalem didn't get much recognition compared to what he got after he was accepted by the apostles though with reluctance. We also notice his double talk in his letters always coming up with 'please-all' concepts. For all these things of his ways, he wanted authoritative status, so with all self-claims of apostleship and scholarly speculations. including his own abridged gospel, he worked well with godless Gentiles. He was practically left alone, and started writing letters based on what he could gather from others on problems related to churches he founded. So applying his specific letters universally tantamount to deviations from the truth.
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