So today, my little sister was baptized and I could not be more proud of her. My mother, father and I were all baptized by water some years ago at our old church, nearly a decade ago now.
At the time, I don't think I was fully aware of the magnitude of baptism. I believed in God, certainly. And I believed Jesus died to save me of my sins. And I believed that accepting Him as your personal savior was how one got to Heaven.
Today, our pastor talked about how, when one gets baptized, they are made "new". That the old self is dead. But looking back, that was not true for me.
After my baptism, as the years went on, I fell deeper and deeper into sin. I drifted so far away from God, I almost never thought about Him, or prayed. When I did pray, it was always a half-hearted "wish list". My mindset became increasingly sinful and selfish.
It was not until, taking a step back and looking at what my 'faith' had become did I truly commit myself to knowing Jesus. Thus started a long, dark process with many up's and down's. But here after months of searching, I am a new man. Certainly not perfect, by any stretch of the imagination. My desires have been changed, my mindset is now more focused on God and I am no longer addicted to sin and can now look temptation in the face and say "No"
So here's my question. Based on the fact that the baptism by water didn't really "do" anything for me, of what use is it? I realize Jesus did it and advocated it, which is certainly of importance. But is it nessary to be saved? Is not the baptism of the Holy Spirit (which is what I believe changed me) what really matters?
Sorry if this is a dumb question, I have a habit of asking those. All I ask is an honest (and preferably polite) answer.
Thanks
At the time, I don't think I was fully aware of the magnitude of baptism. I believed in God, certainly. And I believed Jesus died to save me of my sins. And I believed that accepting Him as your personal savior was how one got to Heaven.
Today, our pastor talked about how, when one gets baptized, they are made "new". That the old self is dead. But looking back, that was not true for me.
After my baptism, as the years went on, I fell deeper and deeper into sin. I drifted so far away from God, I almost never thought about Him, or prayed. When I did pray, it was always a half-hearted "wish list". My mindset became increasingly sinful and selfish.
It was not until, taking a step back and looking at what my 'faith' had become did I truly commit myself to knowing Jesus. Thus started a long, dark process with many up's and down's. But here after months of searching, I am a new man. Certainly not perfect, by any stretch of the imagination. My desires have been changed, my mindset is now more focused on God and I am no longer addicted to sin and can now look temptation in the face and say "No"
So here's my question. Based on the fact that the baptism by water didn't really "do" anything for me, of what use is it? I realize Jesus did it and advocated it, which is certainly of importance. But is it nessary to be saved? Is not the baptism of the Holy Spirit (which is what I believe changed me) what really matters?
Sorry if this is a dumb question, I have a habit of asking those. All I ask is an honest (and preferably polite) answer.
Thanks