thankyou. just a buzz then? not euphoria, more like sadness? interesting. so gods love entering your heart makes you feel sad? intense was it? chemicals bouncing around the brain, heart picking up pace, blood rushing through your body? and you still feel this when you pray? or talk with jesus? lets be honest, every [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] you will ever have will never be as good as the first.
suppose this puts me in a bad light now, but its the way i speak and i havent ridiculed you or sworn at you, i am still using proper words to emphasize my point.