I can't handle it emotionally. I don't think I can live without my mom. I know that's weird. I haven't lived with her for years. But I have depended on her for emotional support. Now, she is in ICU on a ventilator. I was always a mama's boy. My friends have made fun of me because I was a mama's boy. For example, I wouldn't drink alcohol just because my mother told me not to. I take care of myself, but I still did do what my mother told me just to honor her.
But I am also very angry with her. She did not practice social distancing, even though I begged her to, and she refused to get a vaccine. Now, she is fighting for her life. I am so mad at her.
I'm sorry to hear about your Mom. Sadly, none of us gets out of this life alive. As it has always been, your Mom's life is ultimately in God's hands. He loves her; He'll do the very best for her.
I wonder though: Is your Mom not free to live her life the way she wants to? Is she not free to choose what does and doesn't go into her body? You respect your Mom, it seems to me, by respecting her right to choose how she wants to live.
Did your Mom drive a car? Do you? If she did, every time she did, she put herself at risk of accident and injury or death and put others at the same risk, too. Does anyone, though, look at the
billions of people driving vehicles around the globe and condemn them all as uncaring and foolish? Even wearing seatbelts and observing the rules of the road, fatal accidents globally occur on the order of about 3600 people a day. There are many more who are only injured - though, very badly in some cases. Tires blow, animals leap into the roadway, drivers get distracted, lost in thought, frightened or surprised, trees or boulders suddenly crash onto roadways, drivers have strokes and heart attacks while driving, and so on. Despite this, billions of people get behind the wheel of a vehicle every day and drive around and no one rails at them as a bunch of cruel, unfeeling, selfish people.
Why, then, this bitter attitude toward your Mom, who willingly accept the risk of remaining unvaccinated? It's her body, so it's her choice. End of story.
What's really horrible, though, is that effective treatment protocols for the CCP virus are known (
Home - FLCCC | Front Line COVID-19 Critical Care Alliance) and used all over the globe, Ivermectin being perhaps the most potent, but are being largely ignored and vilified here in the West. The use of this drug, along with certain other steroids, has a powerful mitigating effect upon the virulence of the virus, stopping it in its tracks, often. When it is used in hospitals, ICUs typically cease to be over-run. But when the usual protocols in hospitals are enacted, that is, when the symptoms of the virus are merely managed - hydration, tylenol, ventilation - people who have gotten bad enough to need the care of a hospital often end up in the ICU. This doesn't have to happen! Needing to "flatten the curve" is unnecessary with these treatment protocols.
So, why the bum rap on Ivermectin et al. from the Medical Establishment and Big Pharma? Money. It's as simple as that. Pfizer makes far, far, far more money off of vaccines and endless booster shots than off of Ivermectin. So much money, in fact, that if millions of people die, well, that's okay with them. They are totally protected legally from any lawsuits and powerfully supported by the Medical Establishment and politicians who Big Pharma lobbies with their deep reservoirs of cash.
If you want, then, to be angry at someone - furious, even - don't look at your Mom, look at these evil agencies living out before your eyes the truth of
1 Timothy 6:10.