How do I move on?

[Sketcher]

Talk to the enemy? He'd probably do it again.

If she lived in America, I would tell her to get a gun and learn how to use it for the next time he comes around. She's already reported him to the cops.

 

[UnitynLove]

pray that everything is alright with your sister!

 

[MelWright]

Im ok thanks. Feeling a bit better, not seen or heard anything for a while now. And im being as careful as I can, if I keep it up maybe I will be ok. I dont trust the police no more. And if I had a gun, I would be the 1 arrested. He would get away with it. And I cant leave, I would be completely alone in a strange city if I did and im not strong enough to start over again like that by myself. Ive just got to keep trying to stay careful and safe.

 

[bluemarkus]

when you shoot at somebody, its just a matter of time til somebody will shoot back. i´d say shootin is not a very elegant solution.

when i read mel´s writin it sounds like she´s pretty timid.
i just wanted to encourage, the world is greater than london and theres many opportunities that will come your way if you will keep an open eye.

 

[MelWright]

when i read mel´s writin it sounds like she´s pretty timid.

I guess I am quite timid, yes. I know the world is bigger than London but im nervous about going off and starting from scratch all by myself. I shouldnt have to!! I have a life around here, friends, family (however much I moan!), 2 jobs, my brownies and other things I do. Why should I have to move on and leave. It doesnt seem fair.

 

[Sketcher]

Well, your friends and your family are very important in tough times like this. I'm glad they are helping you.

 

[MelWright]

well my family arent exactly helping me. its just i cant move away for my younger brothers sake.

 

[pennsyginny]

This man has not raped you repeatedly because of how you dress. How do we even know how you dress? He is evil, that is what it is. Please be on guard and lease go to the police. See what they can do. God protect you and love you.

 

[MelWright]

Thanks. Ive been to the police and they say they cant do anything. I just think they cant be bothered really. Im not going through telling them again. I just dont care anymore. As long as he doesnt physically hurt me that bad I just care anymore. Got used to it I think.

 

[bluemarkus]

how old was that guy ? do you know him ?

 

[MelWright]

No, dont know him. In his 20s.

 

[bluemarkus]

hmmm...

 

[MelWright]

hmmm? Im finally feeling quite happy. I may have a flat lined up 4 september and I cant wait. Only 1 more month dealing with the crap at home!

 

[leftBrainer]

WHAT!? the story ended already?? What happend next?? Where's MelWright now? How is she doing?? There's so much thrill!! AAAAAAAHHH!!!

(sob) it was the most gripping tale I've ever seen(usually I get bored reading) this all speaks to me... this thread has given me an understanding of how tragic girls become when a guy is irresponsible. And halleluyah, there was so much support! It's so touching I was on tears reading it.

I can only pray to God that I do not become like that wretched foul MONSTER. destroying and haunting people's lives with their stupid ugly face. I'm currently fighting lust and masturbation, in some thread... I prayed to god to bear this temptation of lust everynight, just hope I won't become some SICK(Icky, pervert, useless, horrible, yucky, corruptive) person who rape girls to be happy. YUCK!

thanks MelWright!!

 

[leftBrainer]

no seriously, what happend? this thread like suddenly stop in the middle...

 

[Skunk]

I see she was on a few days ago, Hopefully she is ok!
Knowing myself I prolly would have done everything to track him down and kill him if it happened to someone i know. Not the best idea though.

I will pray for you Mel, hopefully you are ok where ever you are.