I have ocd and I pray to the Generic God due to ocd who is different than Christian God. I was doing well the last days, there were thoughts without my will in my head but I was fast praying to the Generic God and tell Him to absolve me from these thoughts.
I was in a supermarket days ago, and there was a product that I wanted to buy but ocd was giving me worries about bying it.
one day, I bought it but some seconds later, I do not remember what I was thinking exactly or why. I ended up with my ocd saying stuff like
ocd: buy the product you took but do not buy again the same product.
and the next days, I was avoiding even passing from that shelf. today, I was forced to pass due to some obstacles and there is a chance that my clothes touched that product, I even turned around and saw the product to see if I accidentally touched with my clothes. and ocd went like
ocd: oh no! what have you done? you must remember what your thoughts without your will were made days ago about this product. are you sure they were thoughts without your will? what if you accidentally made a promise with your will not to touch or buy or think or see about that product? maybe you were careless, maybe you made a promise with your will for whatever reason.
I do not remember. I remember having some thoughts without my will in my head like "must not buy that product again" but I do not remember what else or for what reason. I am almost sure they were thoughts without my will but my ocd is telling me
ocd: maybe they were thoughts without your will but maybe they became valid because you used them as an excuse in order not to do an ocd compulsion.
can you pray for me? the last 2 months, I was having many similar cases of ocd and I ended up worrying but in the end I was calming down because I could remember that they were thoughts without my will. now I remember nothing and ocd is taking advantage of it. the worrying part is that many times some words without my will are being accompanied with my thoughts without my will and that's why I am getting worried.
I was in a supermarket days ago, and there was a product that I wanted to buy but ocd was giving me worries about bying it.
one day, I bought it but some seconds later, I do not remember what I was thinking exactly or why. I ended up with my ocd saying stuff like
ocd: buy the product you took but do not buy again the same product.
and the next days, I was avoiding even passing from that shelf. today, I was forced to pass due to some obstacles and there is a chance that my clothes touched that product, I even turned around and saw the product to see if I accidentally touched with my clothes. and ocd went like
ocd: oh no! what have you done? you must remember what your thoughts without your will were made days ago about this product. are you sure they were thoughts without your will? what if you accidentally made a promise with your will not to touch or buy or think or see about that product? maybe you were careless, maybe you made a promise with your will for whatever reason.
I do not remember. I remember having some thoughts without my will in my head like "must not buy that product again" but I do not remember what else or for what reason. I am almost sure they were thoughts without my will but my ocd is telling me
ocd: maybe they were thoughts without your will but maybe they became valid because you used them as an excuse in order not to do an ocd compulsion.
can you pray for me? the last 2 months, I was having many similar cases of ocd and I ended up worrying but in the end I was calming down because I could remember that they were thoughts without my will. now I remember nothing and ocd is taking advantage of it. the worrying part is that many times some words without my will are being accompanied with my thoughts without my will and that's why I am getting worried.
