How are you feeling? **Trigger**

[tigercub]

Unfortunately not

 

[kathleenmary]

That's great Kath.

I'm really frustrated. Tomorrow will be 5 weeks since I last self harmed and I thought that was great too until I got thinking how most people don't even wanna hurt themselves. Today I walked to the library and bank all by myself, didn't even ask for a ride. I don't remember the last time I left the house on my own. I felt like I'd made some great accomplishment... then I got thinking how many people younger than me are driving places much further away than my library. I don't even have my license and I'm 25 years old. Everyone I went to school with passed me nearly 7 years ago and are done with college and I'm still figuring myself out.
I'm tired of being spaced out and anxious all the time. I hate being like this. I need a break. I wanna be normal.
If anyone even knows what normal is can they please tell me?

aw *hugs*
im..not sure what normal is. i think its like when you are level most of the time. and you dont have those really bad thoughts or anything.
everyone has a different way of coping with things, and SI was your way. dont worry about other people. just focus on yourself.

 

[kathleenmary]

im a little mad but im getting over it.

 

[kathleenmary]

i feel lonely.

 

[LazeyWinde]

i feel lonely.

*hugs*

 

[kathleenmary]

*hugs*

thanks

 

[*BurningHeart*]

i feel sad and terrible...and weak...

 

[kathleenmary]

i feel sad and terrible...and weak...

*hugs martinna*
im happy i guess.

 

[*BurningHeart*]

*hugs martinna*
im happy i guess.

thank u Kath!hugs!Im glad for u!

 

[kathleenmary]

thank u Kath!hugs!Im glad for u!

thanks. im sad now tho.
my parents were so annoying last night wen i came home from church and they were fighitng this morning.

 

[*BurningHeart*]

thanks. im sad now tho.
my parents were so annoying last night wen i came home from church and they were fighitng this morning.

hugs hugs

 

[LazeyWinde]

thanks. im sad now tho.
my parents were so annoying last night wen i came home from church and they were fighitng this morning.

*hugs*

 

[LazeyWinde]

Hungry. Must find food.

 

[kathleenmary]

thanks guys.
i am okay now. parents woke me up fighting again. but i can handle it.

 

[Xipilgrim]

Hugs to all of you.

God feels and understands your pain, as God understands all our pain, and loves all of us.

Please stop being too hard on yourselves and be the people you are, not what you think you ought to be.

faith manages

 

[Surviving]

Hello everyone!

Big 's to you all. I'm sorry I've not been around for a week. I have really missed being here for you all.

I'm back anyway...and I wish I wasn't. I really enjoyed myself so much not having any worries...I really didn't want to come back. I even went into work today for a couple of hours - on a Sunday as well. I hate it so much. It's getting me down already and I've only been back less than 24 hours!

 

[Xipilgrim]

I even went into work today for a couple of hours - on a Sunday as well. I hate it so much. It's getting me down already and I've only been back less than 24 hours!

Hi Surviving

I know this sounds obvious, but You need to change your Job if you hate it that much!

faith manages

 

[Surviving]

Hi Surviving

I know this sounds obvious, but You need to change your Job if you hate it that much!

faith manages

I know. I am already in the process of doing this. It's a pain though finding another job, especially when I have been with this company for over 3 years! Doesn't seem to count for much though.

 

[kathleenmary]

im depressed. and not looking forward to tomorrow at all.

 

[Xipilgrim]

im depressed. and not looking forward to tomorrow at all.

I know the idea of Monday Morning can seem a bit especially daunting sometimes, (hey, I know it does for me sometimes!) but there are lots of people who care for you, here, and elsewhere, and God cares for you
and wants you to be happy.
And If you want to talk about it some more, then feel free.... (Pm me or talk here...)

Faith manages