LazeyWinde
Blue Girl in a Spacey Haze
*hugs Kath**hugs everyone*
im doing okay, had to take a day off fom school today caus i wasnt feeling mentally good enough. =[
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*hugs Kath**hugs everyone*
im doing okay, had to take a day off fom school today caus i wasnt feeling mentally good enough. =[
There is always hope Surviving.
People care about you and God cares for you and loves you very much.
Please do yourself a favour and change your job, its better to live on less money for a while whilst you just give yourself a break yeah, than to get depressed about going to a job you obviously hate so much....You deserve better!
I know I don't know you but "hugs" anywway![]()
Faith manages
hey Surviving,when it seems to u there is no hope,u can alwyas pray for it and for the faith,thats important,and God will hear u!he is alwyas listening!i think he see all even if He sleep!(but somehow,i don't think He is sleeping at all...(i hope u will find another better job)
God bless ya all!![]()
There is always hope Surviving.
People care about you and God cares for you and loves you very much.
Please do yourself a favour and change your job, its better to live on less money for a while whilst you just give yourself a break yeah, than to get depressed about going to a job you obviously hate so much....You deserve better!
I know I don't know you but "hugs" anywway![]()
Faith manages
hey Surviving,when it seems to u there is no hope,u can alwyas pray for it and for the faith,thats important,and God will hear u!he is alwyas listening!i think he see all even if He sleep!(but somehow,i don't think He is sleeping at all...(i hope u will find another better job)
God bless ya all!![]()

*hugsHow am I feeling? Hmm . . . I feel confused. Somewhat angry, somewat hurt, and sort of just . . . here. I'm tired more than anything. About a week ago, one of my two best friends basically told me that I mean little to him and he only lets me talk about my struggles (abuse from father, mainly) because he feels obligated to. Last night, I told him that I think we should take some time apart for a while, and he didn't seem to care. He just said, "as you wish." I cried, and I rarely cry. (Sorry if that was too much info; I just sort of needed to get it all out.)
I did that for about two years . . . those were probably the two most difficult years of my life. I still sometimes struggle with it. I definitely agree that it is generally worse to not be able to feel. As painful as they sometimes are, I am actually grateful for my feelings because I have known what it is to not feel.My basket of tricks for the past year or two is to bury my emotions as much as I can so that I do not have to deal with them. years of abuse finally got to me so that I shut down. The church I am in has helped but I still bottle up and disassociagte an awful lot. Feeling sad is not a bad things; sometimes it is worse not to be able to feel. Hang in there.
BTW, I have a Lab amd seven cats who live with me and my teenage son. They give me oodles of luving.
thats right you cant cut, i am so happy you said that. But maybe doing something like going to the mall or taking a walk will help?so depressed that words can't even explain it...the only way i know how to explain it is by cutting but i can't do that...so i'll just have to deal with the feelings
so depressed that words can't even explain it...the only way i know how to explain it is by cutting but i can't do that...so i'll just have to deal with the feelings