How are you feeling? **Trigger**

[KumiChan]

Today, I am sort of just here again. I'm very tired, but I cannot seem to identify any of my emotions (this happens from time to time).

I feel like hugging someone. Here, everyone. *hugs*

 

[LazeyWinde]

I'm gonna go out for Chinese food! Yayyyyyy Which is a happy thing...
*Hugs everyone too*

 

[Surviving]

Today, I am sort of just here again. I'm very tired, but I cannot seem to identify any of my emotions (this happens from time to time).

I feel like hugging someone. Here, everyone. *hugs*

Don't worry about feeling like...it's quite normal, especially if we are tired.

Welcome, by the way. I see you are new here. There are loads of friends on here that you haven't met yet...no-one's a stranger!

Thanks for the hugs!

 

[Surviving]

I'm gonna go out for Chinese food! Yayyyyyy Which is a happy thing...
*Hugs everyone too*

Mmmmmm...chinese...sounds great. Hope you enjoy it.

 

[Surviving]

i feel like somebody strached me...and very very vvvv stupid...

Sorry to hear that you're feeling like this. Is there any reason for it? By the way...welcome...I've not seen you on here before.

 

[Surviving]

so depressed that words can't even explain it...the only way i know how to explain it is by cutting but i can't do that...so i'll just have to deal with the feelings

CA, glad to hear that you are not cutting yourself. Try and hang in there. Sorry I've not been around for a while...not been too great myself, but hey, that's life. But, we must still go on. God is by your side.

 

[Surviving]

How am I feeling? Hmm . . . I feel confused. Somewhat angry, somewat hurt, and sort of just . . . here. I'm tired more than anything. About a week ago, one of my two best friends basically told me that I mean little to him and he only lets me talk about my struggles (abuse from father, mainly) because he feels obligated to. Last night, I told him that I think we should take some time apart for a while, and he didn't seem to care. He just said, "as you wish." I cried, and I rarely cry. (Sorry if that was too much info; I just sort of needed to get it all out.)

Don't worry about saying too much...we are all here to support each other and help each other out. We are here because we have a fair idea of what we all go through and why we go through it. Try not to worry about this "friend" of yours. I wouldn't really call him much of a friend if he reacts like this.

 

[Surviving]

I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow. I feel so sick in the mornings at the moment because I so scared of what is to happen at work. I nearly chucked up on Thursday because I was so worried.

 

[LazeyWinde]

Mmmmmm...chinese...sounds great. Hope you enjoy it.

Went good. Hung out with my Mom and sisters and had some really good Chinese food.
It's so nice to not be sick anymore. It's good to be able to eat your fill and not feel ill afterwards.

 

[KumiChan]

I feel afraid and like I need to cry. I had to go get ice cream with my father (no one else would go and I felt guilty because if I didn't go, no one would get ice cream). Now, I want to throw up so much. I think my anger is making me sick.

 

[KumiChan]

Went good. Hung out with my Mom and sisters and had some really good Chinese food.
It's so nice to not be sick anymore. It's good to be able to eat your fill and not feel ill afterwards.

I'm glad you got to go.

 

[KumiChan]

Don't worry about feeling like...it's quite normal, especially if we are tired.

Welcome, by the way. I see you are new here. There are loads of friends on here that you haven't met yet...no-one's a stranger!

Thanks for the hugs!

Thanks. I like it here. Aside from my best friend, I don't really have anyone to talk to about these things. For most people, it's really awkward to talk about things they don't understand. She understands because her mom is like my father, only minus the alcohol addiction.

 

[KumiChan]

I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow. I feel so sick in the mornings at the moment because I so scared of what is to happen at work. I nearly chucked up on Thursday because I was so worried.

I'm sorry. That sounds awful. I hope you feel better.

 

[LazeyWinde]

I feel afraid and like I need to cry. I had to go get ice cream with my father (no one else would go and I felt guilty because if I didn't go, no one would get ice cream). Now, I want to throw up so much. I think my anger is making me sick.

*Hugs Kumi*

 

[Surviving]

Went good. Hung out with my Mom and sisters and had some really good Chinese food.
It's so nice to not be sick anymore. It's good to be able to eat your fill and not feel ill afterwards.

That sounds great. I know that feeling ill after eating feeling. I ussually get it when I am going out for a meal. I get quite nervous eating in front of people for some reason and feel really sick and I don't eat much.

 

[Surviving]

I feel afraid and like I need to cry. I had to go get ice cream with my father (no one else would go and I felt guilty because if I didn't go, no one would get ice cream). Now, I want to throw up so much. I think my anger is making me sick.

I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling like this. **Hugs KumiChan**

 

[Surviving]

Thanks. I like it here. Aside from my best friend, I don't really have anyone to talk to about these things. For most people, it's really awkward to talk about things they don't understand. She understands because her mom is like my father, only minus the alcohol addiction.

It's good that you have someone else to talk to.

 

[LazeyWinde]

That sounds great. I know that feeling ill after eating feeling. I ussually get it when I am going out for a meal. I get quite nervous eating in front of people for some reason and feel really sick and I don't eat much.

I was a bit nervous that I'd wind up getting sick at the restaurant... but it all went fine.

 

[Surviving]

I was a bit nervous that I'd wind up getting sick at the restaurant... but it all went fine.

It's good that you didn't though. I think sometimes the more we think about it, the worse it gets.

 

[kathleenmary]

depressed. =[