Hopeless

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I don't want to feel like this but I do.
Except for one person who lives on the other side of the world I have no one to talk to.
I'll be getting a niece/nephew in the next couple of days and I can't even get excited about it, that's how low I feel.
It feels like I'll never come out of this depression, I have nothing to live for.
Even though it feels like God is far away I do know that He's with me all the time and I'm not angry with Him but I just can't understand how He can let me go so long wuthout friends despite begging and pleading with Him a few times, now I don't even bother asking. It feels like He's teasing me in a way because He's brought two people into my life that could be good friends but because of various reasons they aren't available when I need them.
I don't think anything will help me anymore.

 

[princessRandom]

I don't know what your going through, but I'm praying for you. I love this verse, I hope it may help you

Romans 13:12:
12The night is nearly over; the day is almost here.

 

[allthatisgone]

I partly relate to how you feel. I couldnt feel any excitement about the birth of my nephews and niece, and I hardly feel any affection for them at this time. For me its just another hammer to the world I once had and the self I loved that it belonged to. But who could understand it.

 

[UnitynLove]

"Those that soweth in tears shall reap joy"

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I don't know what your going through, but I'm praying for you. I love this verse, I hope it may help you

Romans 13:12:
12The night is nearly over; the day is almost here.

Thank you for praying and for sharing that verse, that's definitely reason to have hope.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I partly relate to how you feel. I couldnt feel any excitement about the birth of my nephews and niece, and I hardly feel any affection for them at this time. For me its just another hammer to the world I once had and the self I loved that it belonged to. But who could understand it.

In a way its good to know that someone else feels the same way I do. I want to get excited and maybe I will when its here. Maybe anxiety is keeping me from getting too excited.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

"Those that soweth in tears shall reap joy"

Thank you, that gives me hope.

 

[Jo1]

hey tlb heres another scripture. hope doesnt disapoint us cos Gods poured his love into our hearts through the Holy Spirit he has given to us.
somebody said to me once that dont give up on hope. cos tomorrow could be your day. God knows what you need. do you know what is the only thing that keeps me going. its the love ive found on this forum, its the love of people i couldnt do anything to hurt them. hang in there friend praying for you.

 

[jsimms615]

I don't want to feel like this but I do.
Except for one person who lives on the other side of the world I have no one to talk to.
I'll be getting a niece/nephew in the next couple of days and I can't even get excited about it, that's how low I feel.
It feels like I'll never come out of this depression, I have nothing to live for.
Even though it feels like God is far away I do know that He's with me all the time and I'm not angry with Him but I just can't understand how He can let me go so long wuthout friends despite begging and pleading with Him a few times, now I don't even bother asking. It feels like He's teasing me in a way because He's brought two people into my life that could be good friends but because of various reasons they aren't available when I need them.
I don't think anything will help me anymore.

sorry that you feel that way. I feel that way sometimes. What are you trying to do to overcome this feeling? I would think maybe a good counselor who can help you explore your feelings a little would be helpful.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

hey tlb heres another scripture. hope doesnt disapoint us cos Gods poured his love into our hearts through the Holy Spirit he has given to us.
somebody said to me once that dont give up on hope. cos tomorrow could be your day. God knows what you need. do you know what is the only thing that keeps me going. its the love ive found on this forum, its the love of people i couldnt do anything to hurt them. hang in there friend praying for you.

Thank you for praying and for your message, knowing people care really means alot.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

sorry that you feel that way. I feel that way sometimes. What are you trying to do to overcome this feeling? I would think maybe a good counselor who can help you explore your feelings a little would be helpful.

I'm not really doing too much, hoping that somebody on the forum would have a suggestion that might help otherwise just trying to get through the really bad days when they come. I know I need a counselor but I just don't want to go down that road just yet.
I am doing better then I was but some days are better then others.

 

[Silver-winged Flyer]

I am now an aunt to a little baby boy and I do feel excited about it so at least I'm doing better with regards to that area. But I still battle with feelings sometimes of what's the point of doing anything because nothing interests me or motivates me.