Hello, I am new to this site. I am 22 years old, I was raised in a Christian home and my entire life I have struggled with homosexual attractions; I acted on them by viewing Pornography, so I was trapped in that for years in 07 I believe I actually came to know Jesus and serve in the church. I still struggle with these issues, I have confessed my struggle to my pastor and I asked him to tell my father and recently I told a close friend. I did safe eyes for Internet twice for filter and I always found suddel ways to by pass and get what I wanted. If I'm not deeply discouraged by this then I am apathetic. I go to church every week and I play an instrument on the worship team but I don't "feel" anything.. I don't think I feel God. What do you think i should I do?