hi

[maidnamerica]

New here.

Haven't had any fellowship in a while. for the past year i've avoided it on purpose. i was involved in church for a long time. i know my Bible back to front. i'm not angry at God or anything like that. i'm not becoming an athiest or losing my faith. i'm just miserable and feel like i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere. I think i just had such bad experiences with church and fellowship, and life itself has gotten so hard. i have prayed with bleeding knees for years and things just got worse and... i just don't know what to think. i guess you could say i'm in a long miserable fog and i really miss the days when i was tight with God and happier and harder for the enemy to knock around. i've been praying but like i said, nothing really happens. i keep waiting but...i'm so miserable.

 

[Criada]

I'm sorry things are so hard, sweetie. Sometimes it's very hard to see God's plan in things... but I hold on to the fact that one day we will understand.
Praying for you, for strength, comfort and fellowship.
It is probably worth seeing your doctor as well, you sound as though you may be suffering from depression.

 

[WarriorBrideofChrist]

Praying for you.

 

[Jesse O.]

Praying, maidnamerica.

 

[Aino]

I really wish God will give you some easy times as well. People will keep rminding you of Job's story, but to be as strong as him sure isn't easy. But hard doesn't mean impossible. You do what you can and let everything else to God and you'll be ok!

 

[tracieannn]

May the desire of your heart be fufilled in Jesus name. May He show himself and you may lose the "misery" amen

 

[odiear3rd]

God Bless you. I Pray that Praises of God will fill you with Joy Unspeakable. God Inhabits the Praises of His people. Enter into His Sanctuary with Thanksgiving and Praises.

 

[hypostatic]

Praying!

 

[richterforest]

Praying for you!

 

[tiggerherm]

I have been there and really was dissapointed in the past with people letting me down in church but rememeber they are people. I made it a point to look up to Him and be nice to everyone and go just to glorify Him. I know that He is with you, you just need to rememeber all He has done for you. You have today and you have people like me praying for you.