you know exactly who has told you that you are unlovable... and don't you dare believe him. You ARE loved
Satan has a deceptive way of playing with our minds and letting the thoughts of worthlessness and depression creep into our minds... know that those feelings and thoughts do not come from Jesus, because Jesus said He loves you... more than any of His other creations. I personally know how tempting those feelings of suicide are, having gone through them myself last year... always know that in these storms in lief, there are two sides: the side that constantly works to destroy you mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, and your Father who constantly helps you through the pain and suffering and in the midst of the storm, bring you closer to Him and help you see just how much He truly loves you
Don't give in to those thoughts of worthlessness... if you were truly worthless, God never would of created you in the first place; the fact that He created you means that He has a very special place in His Enormous heart for you... His Word says "never will I leave you nor forsake you"... Never once has Jesus EVER broke a promise, and He will NEVER break that promise... always know that through Jesus Christ, you can do ALL things, and that includes persevering through the rough times in life...
1 Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
God doesn't leave us at the first sign of trouble... He promised us that he would always be there for us, helping us, encouraging us, carrying us through that which seems impossible... it's a beautiful thing to know that Christ meant it when he said "with God, all things are possible" (Matthew 19:26)
all of us here love you, and want the best for you... Jesus loves you even more than we ever could... He does so much and has done so much for for you than any of us ever could... He will continues to love you and be there alognside of you, even when we can't see it
Isaiah 41:10
fear not, for I am with you;
be not dismayed, for I am your God;
I will strengthen you, I will help you,
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
that's how much He loves you, Becky... no matter how bad things get, no matter how distraught life becomes, and no matter how dismal situations are in life, He will ALWAYS be there, helping us through it.