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Without a doubt, I am new to this forum. Hope you all welcome me here.
Simply, I am a newly adult female who is seeking God's love. I've grown up a Christian my whole life, but deep inside never believed in the Bible's stories. I don't know where to post this, so I'll just post it on my introductory post. I love God, I respect Him and I'd do anything to prove to Him how much He truly means to me. But I know I can't be a true Christian if I don't believe in Adam and Eve or Noah's Ark. My mind just won't process and believe in such stories. I love God more than anything! I'm just afraid He looks down on me because I can't even force myself to believe in the stories from the Bible. I want to believe, too badly for words, but I just can't.
More than anything, I want the deepest spiritual relationship with God. I want to talk and confide in Him all day everyday. He's easily my best friend. I couldn't live without Him. He's my rock, my life - my everything. I would have probably taken my own life if I didn't have my love for Him.
If He still loves me even though I can't believe in the stories of the Bible, how can I improve my spiritual relationship with Him? Take to mind, I don't want to be religious, I just want a *spiritual* relationship. I was considering fasting by eating nothing and only drinking water. How long is recommended to go with only water?
And any other ideas on how to improve my spiritual relationship with Him would be greatly appreciated.
Simply, I am a newly adult female who is seeking God's love. I've grown up a Christian my whole life, but deep inside never believed in the Bible's stories. I don't know where to post this, so I'll just post it on my introductory post. I love God, I respect Him and I'd do anything to prove to Him how much He truly means to me. But I know I can't be a true Christian if I don't believe in Adam and Eve or Noah's Ark. My mind just won't process and believe in such stories. I love God more than anything! I'm just afraid He looks down on me because I can't even force myself to believe in the stories from the Bible. I want to believe, too badly for words, but I just can't.
More than anything, I want the deepest spiritual relationship with God. I want to talk and confide in Him all day everyday. He's easily my best friend. I couldn't live without Him. He's my rock, my life - my everything. I would have probably taken my own life if I didn't have my love for Him.
If He still loves me even though I can't believe in the stories of the Bible, how can I improve my spiritual relationship with Him? Take to mind, I don't want to be religious, I just want a *spiritual* relationship. I was considering fasting by eating nothing and only drinking water. How long is recommended to go with only water?
And any other ideas on how to improve my spiritual relationship with Him would be greatly appreciated.
