I used to be a regular church-going Christan and in many ways I still am. Somehow though, I made the mistake of falling into sin (as all of us do) and having a difficult time getting out of it...or at least ridding my mind of worrying thoughts. Anyways, in high school, I somehow made the mistake of falling into a homosexual-type lifestyle. At first, it was nothing, but then I began to have closer feelings for other men of my age. I now see that this was probably because I really didn't have a clear idea of who I was in Christ. Anyways, being gay in high school drove me crazy! EVERYWHERE I turned there was persecution for who I was...or who I had become...I couldn't take it anymore! I was so mad at everyone! I mean, I had given my HEART AND SOUL to that school system and the people in it over the years...and now, now they wanted to treat me like that? Anyways, it's obviously from my writing that I'm angry...I suppose that's all part of this healing process. Anyways, I now want to be free of all these nagging thoughts about high school and everything. I'm over it. I really am. I really have no one to blame except myself. Anyways, thank you for any input or insight you may have. God bless!