The Holy Spirit of God is your teacher. He is working in you/on you.
(book of John) John 14:26 But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.
(epistle of John) 1st John 2:27 As for you, the anointing (the Holy Spirit) you received from him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about all things
The Bible is not just a book, it contains words of life. So just start reading Matthew (like you did) and prayerfully slowly read it. Let the words sink in. God speaks to us through understanding and "a light bulb went on" kind of feelings sometimes. So just wait for Him to give you understanding.
John 6:63 The words I have spoken to you are spirit and they are life.
Heb 4:12 For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart
You can also ask questions on this forum (and feel free to pm me), but you have to remember that your main teacher, the one you should REALLY learn from is Jesus Himself. Man can lead you astray. You never really know which man has the truth and which one was deceived. But the Spirit of God will always teach you correctly.
Mat 23:10 Nor are you to be called 'teacher,' for you have one Teacher, the Christ.
It's a matter of waiting on God. Your diligence and patience will be rewarded. Just seek Him. Make time to read the Bible and just to be in His presence. Just sit (or walk) (somewhere where it makes you think about God) and think about Him. Talk to Him in your thoughts. He is everywhere and near you. He hears all thoughts. He feels your feelings. He knows you inside out so you don't even need to explain about yourself. But you can if it's helpful to you. Just talk everything out. The trick is to believe that He hears you. If you do, you will feel that He is there with you.
He is with us. But He is in invisible to us dimension/world. And our faith is the gateway to that world. If you believe, it will become a reality to you.
The most important thing is to spend time with Him (just by reading slowly/thinking/talking.)
I did that and my reward was that He started to talk back to me and it's been so wonderful ever since. He desires to talk to all, but there are certain limitations and interferences. He talks through our thoughts and sometimes through other things like songs, movies, circumstances, people, writings...
He told me that He really really loves it when we talk to Him and that He loves to talk to us too.
One time I was naively thinking that maybe God is too busy for me to bother Him with my talking. So I told Him that He is probably too busy, running the world. And He told me: always talk to me, I am able to multitask.
So the cool thing is that God can do everything at the same time. To be completely always by your side and always watch over you and talk to you and hear you and do the same for each other person and run the world at the same time!
You can read some of these posts on walking with God in the Spirit. (Joh 4:24 God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth.") In the spirit means to hear God through your heart. To believe that He talks. To listen for His voice (in different ways) and to follow His guidance.
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Most of the time He works behind the scenes. He works in us and we do the right thing even if we don't know it sometimes.
Philippians 2:13 for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.
God gave us free will. And in order for Him to work in you, you must surrender your will to Him. It's not enough to say: Jesus come into my heart. You must prove with your life that you really meant what you said. Only then He will really come. He knows your heart. He acts according to your heart. So when you seek Him above all, when you surrender your will and your life to Him and His guidance, He will lead you (sometimes you won't even know it.)
But, welcome to the family. And it's the most amazing joy and experience to have a real relationship with the Living God who loves us and adores us and lives for us. I hope you will continue in this journey and find this "pot of gold at the end of the rainbow." He is a treasure. Seek Him and you will find the treasure. He is a blessing beyond description. He will be everything you ever wanted if you find a relationship with Him by always striving to be in His presence.