All I ask of him is to show me that he's there and listening but he never does!! I was in a really, really, really dark place in my life and I needed strength and comfort, or at least one of those. I needed to know that I wasn't alone and he stayed silent. He didn't provide peace or comfort or even a sign that he was there. And that doesn't feel like love to me. What kind of person claims to love someone but stays silent when they're suffering?
Maybe consider the idea that the world is sinful and God's presence cannot dwell fully in it: (the god of this world is not God) 2 Corinthians 4:4
We are to pray that his will is done on earth as it is in heaven. This means his will is not always done on earth . . . So maybe it was his will to comfort you but something prevented it, or maybe he has decided not to comfort you in order to increase your faith, I don't know. Christ wants to make us more like him (totally selfless), so if you are expecting something from God in return for your service maybe you have to let that go:
Luke 17:5
5And the apostles said unto the Lord, Increase our faith.
6And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye would say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou rooted up, and be thou planted in the sea; and it would obey you.
7But who is there of you, having a servant plowing or keeping sheep, that will say unto him, when he is come in from the field, Come straightway and sit down to meat;
8and will not rather say unto him, Make ready wherewith I may sup, and gird thyself, and serve me, till I have eaten and drunken; and afterward thou shalt eat and drink?
9Doth he thank the servant because he did the things that were commanded?
10Even so ye also, when ye shall have done all the things that are commanded you, say, We are unprofitable servants; we have done that which it was our duty to do.
Job was not talked to by God after what happened to him until after his friends sat with him in silence for a week and then argued with him for more. I would suggest reading the book of Job
This world is cruel but there is hope after. I just pray that you don't let the struggles of life take away the hope that you have after, that's a double defeat. I hope that helps. I know in some situations words are useless.