God promised me that by the end of the school year, I'd be free of my addiction to pornography. Satan fought hard to try to keep me addicted. The more resolved I was to quit, the more demons of addiction became attatched to my heart.
But on the last day of school, the struggle was the greatest it had ever been, and when I had almost given up hope, the Lord came through for me! With His help I took every demon out of my heart, called them out by name one by one. Then, after ten minutes of that, I was so weak I fell to the ground, and nearly passed out.
As I lay there, I felt Jesus in the room with me, and He stooped over me and told me to say awake "Stay with me!" is what He said. He began to clean away evil things in my heart, warning me that "This is going to hurt. Alot." I spent the next ten minutes writhing in spiritual pain as he cut deep into my heart to remove everything that contributed to the evil things I was involved with. Then, when all was over, I spent probably another five minutes just thanking Him and praising Him.
After that, He told me (can you belive this?) to look up Hebrews 12:19 and read from there. I did, and the whole thing spoke to me about the awesome power of God, how terrifying it was. And the verse that hit me the most was 26-27
"When He spoke from Mount Sinai His vioce shok the earth, but "Next time," He says, "I will not only shake the earth, but the heavens too." By this He means that He will sift out everything without solid foundations, so that only unshakable things will be left."
That's what He was doing to my heart, he removed everything unstable from it, so all that was left was my true heart, and His unshakable Spirit.
GOD IS AWESOME!!!
But on the last day of school, the struggle was the greatest it had ever been, and when I had almost given up hope, the Lord came through for me! With His help I took every demon out of my heart, called them out by name one by one. Then, after ten minutes of that, I was so weak I fell to the ground, and nearly passed out.
As I lay there, I felt Jesus in the room with me, and He stooped over me and told me to say awake "Stay with me!" is what He said. He began to clean away evil things in my heart, warning me that "This is going to hurt. Alot." I spent the next ten minutes writhing in spiritual pain as he cut deep into my heart to remove everything that contributed to the evil things I was involved with. Then, when all was over, I spent probably another five minutes just thanking Him and praising Him.
After that, He told me (can you belive this?) to look up Hebrews 12:19 and read from there. I did, and the whole thing spoke to me about the awesome power of God, how terrifying it was. And the verse that hit me the most was 26-27
"When He spoke from Mount Sinai His vioce shok the earth, but "Next time," He says, "I will not only shake the earth, but the heavens too." By this He means that He will sift out everything without solid foundations, so that only unshakable things will be left."
That's what He was doing to my heart, he removed everything unstable from it, so all that was left was my true heart, and His unshakable Spirit.
GOD IS AWESOME!!!
