Freedom

[oceanofdreamz]

Inside I knew the lies,
I know I had believed in my foolish ways,
That's what made me so lost and lonely,
The pain I had hidden,
Had made my heart a block of stone,
But I gradually realized,
What was up and now I'm free,
I saw the light and I can finally breath freely,
They laughed at me,
I use to care,
Not today!
They laughed and called my names,
But I just turned around and smiled,
Or I ignored them,
But now I don't hurt,
All those years of listening to the world,
All those years of crying over matters seemingly,
Stupid,
In the light of all that was happening,
But now I can sing,
Now I can dance,
Now I can cry but it isnt out of hurt,
I've seen the light,
And now I'm finally living in it,
Before it was just for people to comment,
But not now,
Now it's for a true belif I have,
My conscience is clear,
My pain is gone,
I can freely laugh,
Without feeling so tied down,
Because I know what's happening,
So I use to wobble in pain,
Not anymore,
I still hurt,
Because I'm not perfect,
But I'm free from my old ways,
One day I woke up and cried,
The next I was free,
How can I see the light I asked one day,
But no more tears are to be shed now,
Before I would say things,
But not mean them,
Since my renewal I've meant everything I said,
And truthfully I've never felt better,
It goes wrong sometimes,
But I'm not alone,
Now I know that,
Before I was in darkness,
Now I am full light,
No darkness covers me,
My eyes were sad before,
But now the tinkle of a child has returned,
I will tell everyone,
Of my joy I feel,
It's so great,
To wake up everyday and feel life,
Being at it's fullest,
A joy in my heart,
Unbounded all the pain!
Cause I'm free!
Cause I'm in light now,
And that starts life.