Hey everybody 
it'd be cool if someone could pray for me regarding these things:
1) me bein "ashamed" yeah to be honest I often am.
and I don't really know what to say. Especially in school.
what teachers say 'bout God & the church is mostly like this "Enlightenment"-thing.
like ppl used to believe...in the dark dark middle-age, now they doubt.
I question a lot but hey I believe in God =)
and well I sometimes feel like if they ask so what do ya think:
is doubt bad or not ? & my history teacher even
quotes the bible, ya know Thomas, asks who knows who he was & I'm even ashamed to put up my finger =( =( & he's like yeah so that's what they
used to believe, blessed are the ppl who don't see but still believe
& yeah today that's different or something
&I'm like, what'll ppl think when I say no I actually believe that's true, and yes
I actually take the bible pretty much literally..................................................
2) "sign"- stuff
I often watch out for signs. I guess/think God might even give me signs,
but I twist things around the way I want it & =( not good.
in general it kinda comes down on me feeling pressed & not really loving God often !
3) ppl. wow I feel like a loser so often cause I got pretty insecure & everything,
feel (not just feel =()lots of ppl don't like me anymore, am down, it can be so overtaking cause
I think about it all the time. Wonder if God's love isn't all enough =) ?
4) not for me but for a women with Leukemia called Melanie...diagnosed unhealable =(
keep trusting God, He rocks
God Bless ya'll
it'd be cool if someone could pray for me regarding these things:1) me bein "ashamed" yeah to be honest I often am.
and I don't really know what to say. Especially in school.
what teachers say 'bout God & the church is mostly like this "Enlightenment"-thing.
like ppl used to believe...in the dark dark middle-age, now they doubt.
I question a lot but hey I believe in God =)
and well I sometimes feel like if they ask so what do ya think:
is doubt bad or not ? & my history teacher even
quotes the bible, ya know Thomas, asks who knows who he was & I'm even ashamed to put up my finger =( =( & he's like yeah so that's what they
used to believe, blessed are the ppl who don't see but still believe
& yeah today that's different or something
&I'm like, what'll ppl think when I say no I actually believe that's true, and yes
I actually take the bible pretty much literally..................................................
2) "sign"- stuff
I often watch out for signs. I guess/think God might even give me signs,
but I twist things around the way I want it & =( not good.
in general it kinda comes down on me feeling pressed & not really loving God often !
3) ppl. wow I feel like a loser so often cause I got pretty insecure & everything,
feel (not just feel =()lots of ppl don't like me anymore, am down, it can be so overtaking cause
I think about it all the time. Wonder if God's love isn't all enough =) ?
4) not for me but for a women with Leukemia called Melanie...diagnosed unhealable =(
keep trusting God, He rocks
God Bless ya'll
