Finally Decided To Stop Cutting.

[Jesusfreak4life8629]

Hey everyone, it's Sqiz again.

I had a really bad relapse for about 3 weeks, then I didn't cut for a whole week, then I had the worse relapse I've ever had...to the point where I almost needed stitches...and I was almost hospitalized again...

BUT, after all that, I finally decided I WANT to stop cutting, not just stopping because my parents want me to, or because if I don't, I'll be hospitalized, NO, I WANT TO STOP CUTTING FOR ME.

I've never done this before, and the one major reason why I decided to stop was, I made my Grandmother cry...

You see, since I was born I had the most beautiful skin, even now I have the prettiest skin in the whole family, but, since I've been cutting again scars are bad, especially on my stomach and left arm. My Grandmother saw the cuts one day and she cried, which really broke my heart...

So, I don't want to make my Grandmother cry, and I don't want to scar up the body God gave me, either, so, I've decided to stop cutting.

I know, I'm going to have relapses, but, I just have to pick myself up and start over, like my good friend said, "Never quit quitting".

It's going to be a rough road to recovery, but, with God on my side and my family and friends backing me up, I can do it, I just know I can.

So, prayers would be appreciated greatly, thank you for listening.

 

[Ariel]

You are stopping for yourself! Hooray!

I am praying for you!

 

[Criada]

That is wonderful news.
It's a big step towards recovery.
Praying for you, sweetie... you can do this, because God is with you

 

[DoubtingThomas29]

I believe in the power of modern psychiatry. The medication the talk therapy with the psychologist, the rapport with the psychiatrist, all these factors that lead to good sound psychiatric care will ease the affliction of your mental illness. Get better, an with a healthy attitude that you are going to do your part to treat your mental illness and take good care of yourself, you should be alright!

 

[Jesusfreak4life8629]

I believe in the power of modern psychiatry. The medication the talk therapy with the psychologist, the rapport with the psychiatrist, all these factors that lead to good sound psychiatric care will ease the affliction of your mental illness. Get better, an with a healthy attitude that you are going to do your part to treat your mental illness and take good care of yourself, you should be alright!

I am seeing a counselor, a psychiatrist and I'm on PLENTY of medications, lol. I have a good attitude about this!

That is wonderful news.
It's a big step towards recovery.
Praying for you, sweetie... you can do this, because God is with you

Thank you for the prayer, it is much appreicated.

You are stopping for yourself! Hooray!

I am praying for you!

Once again, thank you, SOOOOO much for the prayer, it means so much to me!

Thank you all of you!