Fighting Through A Spike

[Hermit7]

I've just finished a counselling session and one of the things that usually ends those sessions is my counsellor essentially saying that none of these vows and bargains made in my mind (usually in terms of losing my salvation) are not true.

But then a thought came into my mind towards the end--something along the lines of "forfeiting" my salvation in order for my counsellors affirmation to be true (if it wasn't that would still mean the bargains and vows of the past are true).

I know it sounds complicated, but right now I'm trying my best to ignore that thought and going ahead and doing some things that those past bargains and vows forbade me to do.

I'm I doing the right thing?

-Hermit

 

[kaykay9.0]

Yes. Ignore all the thoughts. They are part of the OCD disorder!

 

[Hermit7]

Thanks Kay. May God bless you!

 

[tripletiger1200]

Just let the fear roll over you and pass. It sounds like you are on the right track.