Hello, I'm back after no computer for nearly two weeks.
I hope you haven't given up on me, as I see the dates on these posts!
NML - so wonderful to see you!
I think it's good to take a break from the computer if need be. We can get too dependent on it. If it becomes a hindrance it's no longer a blessing. If we look to it and not the Lord, or if we struggle to have relationships IRL then it's time to take a break. I have not been here as much because I work outside the home as well as being a wife, mother, and homeschooling mom.
Shep - thank you for being here and welcoming NML back.
It's always wonderful to see you, and I appreciate your bringing the Word to us every time.
Rememberme - welcome to our little fellowship.
I am sorry to hear about your loss. I also know the heart-breaking feeling when things don't go as we had believed they would. Getting in a quiet place with your Bible and an open heart desiring to hear from your Father more than anything, I believe to be the most important thing to do. I cannot give you answers. Probably none of us can since we do not know much about you and what you personally have gone through. However we can offer love and understanding, and also prayer. I pray the Lord would flood you with light and with the comfort of the Holy Spirit.
On a side note, I find if I focus on what I don't know, and I try hard to understand then I can end up in a mess. I find it's better to focus on what I DO know. From the vantage point of faith and trust my eyes are opened to more understanding. On the contrary, as I keep saying, "I just don't understand......" keeps me in a state of darkness. Sometimes going to the basics, "He will never leave me nor forsake me.....Lord, You said you would never leave me nor forsake me. Therefore I know You are here now with me. I believe You. And I believe You love me, because You said so. I love You, too......" And on I go. Usually in a state of heaviness I may only say one short sentence, one of faith from the heart, and wham! He floods me with the warmth of His great love. No words need to be spoken. Other times He talks to me for a long time about whatever it is that brought me there in the first place. Either way, I go to Him who loves me.
You are His beloved. Yes, you are His beloved. He loves you dearly and tenderly. And He is the Truth. The Holy Spirit will lead you into all the truth and He will bring to your mind all that Jesus has said. He will tell you what the Father says.
Going back to NML - I believe the scripture you shared is Galatians 6:9 not Genesis 6:9. It's one I've laid to heart.
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And yes, we WILL reap if we faint not!
So don't be weary my dear ones. Remember, we win! We are in Christ Jesus, the Victor!