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Caty
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When I was having bad thoughts and I came on here I described one so people on here could reasure me if it was the unforgiveable sin or not. I'm SO worried that I had a bad intention when I posted that thought, I'm trying to rememeber and nothing stands out but I can't help but think the "what if..." thing, but I keep having these strong feelings that I have done this terrible thing, I'm really scared. I know with ocd it's not good to read a bunch of different websites, but I just want to be reassured, it just seems like the ones that condem me are more logical, and I don't know why. I know you all have told me over and over that I'm okay but I'm afraid you all are just telling me that so I will not live in the fear of hell for the rest of my life, I know Jesus said come to me and I will in no wise cast you out, but I feel like that's not for or I wasted that or something. I feel like such a dissapointment to my mom and God & Jesus, I don't want my mom to know if I go to hell, cause it would hurt her really bad.