Feeling trapped and alone

[INeedYouGod]

Hello

I have been a self harmer for about 4 years. The last couple of months I havn't hurt myself becuase of I have just moved back in with my parents and don't wanna risk them seeing the marks. Now I feel trapped and angry inside. I want to release the anger inside of me but don't wanna hurt myself anymore.

Wanna live by Gods will not my own.

any advice would be great.
Thank you
GodBless
Vony
xxx

 

[Im-revived]

Hi Vony,

You know in what youve written there are two most important sentances you need to keep in your head, the more you keep reminding yourself of them you will pull through.
Your two sentances as quoted:-
'but don't want to hurt myself anymore'
'wanna live by Gods will not my own'
excellant words, positive and honest. So your left with the anger and feeling trapped.
Have you tried sweetheart doing exactly what Gods will wants you to do? Give that anger to him!! asked himto release you from the trapped feeling. Try it!! daily if possible. Thats Gods will.

Trust he will help u.

Im-revived

Hello

I have been a self harmer for about 4 years. The last couple of months I havn't hurt myself becuase of I have just moved back in with my parents and don't wanna risk them seeing the marks. Now I feel trapped and angry inside. I want to release the anger inside of me but don't wanna hurt myself anymore.

Wanna live by Gods will not my own.

any advice would be great.
Thank you
GodBless
Vony
xxx

 

[mamalonglegs]

Hello

I have been a self harmer for about 4 years. The last couple of months I havn't hurt myself becuase of I have just moved back in with my parents and don't wanna risk them seeing the marks. Now I feel trapped and angry inside. I want to release the anger inside of me but don't wanna hurt myself anymore.

Wanna live by Gods will not my own.

any advice would be great.
Thank you
GodBless
Vony
xxx

Dear "trapped and alone": That is an awful sounding place to be in. You need to find a friend and or start looking for a therapist to continue recovery. One cannot run and hide from such things. The longer you try the deeper that anger is going burn. Eventually, you know what will happen. Anger is a dangerous item to put in capped bottle, BOOM! You do not want that.

Until then maybe you can keep writing in here. Keep a journal. Make a list of other things you can do instead of dwelling on the negative situation you are in. Things that you love and keep yourself busy with them until you can get some help. You must find an healthy outlet. mamalonglegs I will put you on my prayer list for now. Ephesians 6:18

 

[HolyOne87]

Sometimes when I have anger bottled up inside, I punch a pillow..for as long as I need to. Sometimes I also call up someone close and talk to them about whats wrong.
I shall pray for you Vony..That God helps you and walks with you through this all

+God Bless+

 

[julez]

i know how you feel...i dont know how to go about it without parents seeing. i have to use a sweat band or a glove =/ its horrible cos if i wana go out formally...i dont know what-ta do =/