Feeling stuck

[Far Side Of the Moon]

I couldnt take my road test and its rewlly getting to me, im 25 and really messes with my head when i have to ask my mom to take me out just so i can enjoy the day..

I've planned this road test since 2016...its 2017 , there were issues with finances or the car or whatever else could go wrong...v

And for me to not be able to take the test again is just like something is stopping me bc its like, come on...its been a year. Its time. Nothing takes this long. I feel my parents are so half hearted about teaching me then get mad because I can't drive properly...

This just upsets me bc I don't want to be like my brother who is almost 30 and can't drive, not in school or doing anything really. I want to live a full life and be independent...

It hurts seeing my friends out having fun and I'm just trapped and house bound,
My dad left, he went trucking without really helping me... I'm just so mad..idk what to do.

Except plan, how to get out of here ( not saying its bad here...I love my mom ) its just time for me to grow past here.,,that's all.

Life shouldn't exist inside my room.

I just want to be free.

 

[ToBeLoved]

I couldnt take my road test and its rewlly getting to me, im 25 and really messes with my head when i have to ask my mom to take me out just so i can enjoy the day..

I've planned this road test since 2016...its 2017 , there were issues with finances or the car or whatever else could go wrong...v

And for me to not be able to take the test again is just like something is stopping me bc its like, come on...its been a year. Its time. Nothing takes this long. I feel my parents are so half hearted about teaching me then get mad because I can't drive properly...

This just upsets me bc I don't want to be like my brother who is almost 30 and can't drive, not in school or doing anything really. I want to live a full life and be independent...

It hurts seeing my friends out having fun and I'm just trapped and house bound,
My dad left, he went trucking without really helping me... I'm just so mad..idk what to do.

Except plan, how to get out of here ( not saying its bad here...I love my mom ) its just time for me to grow past here.,,that's all.

Life shouldn't exist inside my room.

I just want to be free.

Do you have a job? Could one of those schools teach you how to drive? Or another adult?

 

[Far Side Of the Moon]

Do you have a job? Could one of those schools teach you how to drive? Or another adult?

Ill see if my aunt could teach me. I'm feeling very depressed. I could cry... But I'm just going to plan instead...plan my life as if its just me. Plan getting out of my mom's place...and plan meeting people in real life,,just plan moving fwd in life to the life I deserve.

It just made me how my mom said she's going out with friends but couldn't take me to get my license.,like god, uhg

 

[Jeshu]

Its best to let go of your bad in life - time and again - and don't let it get to you, or try to preserve or reform it. It is about letting Jesus build your reality in God's loving truth instead through faith in His truth. With Him we learn to deal with our disappointments in such a way that they become blessings instead of drag us down.

Please refuse the bad life trying to divide you up with bad feelings towards yourself, rather let God's loving grace unite you within and make you one whole instead of a broken up person.

Passing Away

Yes to die to this life will mean
your numbered existence is gone!
The old order has now passed away
The New order of things has Come!
while Jesus brings the you into a...

1....New Beginning! (Rev 2:7, (see also Rev 21))
2....New Crown(Rev 2:10)
3....New Food(Rev 2:17, (see also Rev 21-22))
4....New White Stone!(Rev 2:17)
5....New Name!(Rev 2:17)
6....New Light! (Rev 2:28, (see also Rev 21-22))
7....New White clothes!(Rev 3:4, (see also Rev 19))
8....New Pillar in God's House!(Rev 3:12)
9....New Jerusalem!(Rev:3:12, (see also Rev 21))
10...New Reign!(Rev 3:21, (see also Rev 20-22))
11...New O(o)neness with ALL! (Rev 4-7, (see also Rev 21))
12...New Song(Rev 5:9)

And everlasting glory
unfolding with and in
The Father of ALL!