fear again...

[Caty]

i'm having the fear about the unforigvable sin again, i had a thought that directly called the Holy Spirit that terrible thing and I'm not sure if my lips moved or if i said it under my breathe, i don't think it was intentional, but im really not sure. if i new if it was intentional or not i could probably feel better but im not sure.

 

[keryakos]

Caty that happened the other day ..i wish i knew what to say i can only repeat what George told me ..a pastor ..and i hope to almighty God that he is right ,,

the unpardonable sin is a sin of the heart not the mouth ..
that doesnt mean it is not spoken it means that it is done from the heart is done willfully dileberately and with full knowledge of what one is doing ..i hope he is right .

 

[Jayangel81]

So you got two ways to deal with this

1. Believe in the lie and this will continue to cycle.

2. Reguard and recognize the fear for what it really is, and keep simply believing that Jesus knows that you do not want this.

Number 2 is the only way you will break the cycles.

 

[Caty]

but im not sure if mine is itentional, i'm afraid that if i think that its not that i will be deceiving myself...i was doing so good and it makes me so angry to think that im back here again...

 

[Jayangel81]

And it is the only way caty (2)

The only way I was able to remove the blasphemies from my life is by submitting to the truth of His Word.

Not the lies from the enemy who twiste scriptures on us.

Blessings.

 

[Jayangel81]

but im not sure if mine is itentional, i'm afraid that if i think that its not that i will be deceiving myself...i was doing so good and it makes me so angry to think that im back here again...

Your missing the point caty.

Caty do you want to blaspheme God?

That is the only question you need to concern yourself with

 

[Caty]

but wouldn't i be deceiving myself....if i really mean these things......

 

[Jayangel81]

but wouldn't i be deceiving myself....if i really mean these things......

Lol that was not what I asked you

Do you want to blaspheme God?

Think about it.

Not the whole "what if I do" that comes from the OCD, those are just vain imaginations that we are told to hold captive.

 

[Caty]

i don't think so...but im afraid that maybe i want to but im just scared to but i dont think i do...

 

[Jayangel81]

Do you see what is happening?

You are seeking assurance, to convince you of if you really want it or not.

This is what ocd does.

 

[Caty]

but how do i know then?

 

[Jayangel81]

Next time you hear a blasphemy, take a notebook and journal and write down in detail on how it makes you feel.

You would be suprised to see that this is not what you want.

God knows your heart, He knows you do not want this, this is what you need to simply trust in, eventually when you submit yourself to this, the blasphemies will disappear, but it will test you for a while.

You just keep simply believing.

 

[Caty]

I get really sick to my stomach and I get really scared...whenever i have them...

 

[keryakos]

Next time you hear a blasphemy, take a notebook and journal and write down in detail on how it makes you feel.

You would be suprised to see that this is not what you want.

God knows your heart, He knows you do not want this, this is what you need to simply trust in, eventually when you submit yourself to this, the blasphemies will disappear, but it will test you for a while.

You just keep simply believing.

Unless you are like me and are really without hope ?

 

[Jayangel81]

Unless you are like me and are really without hope ?

No mate, this is just a distorted attitude the devil brings upon us

Scriptures say we are born into a living hope that is in Christ.

You saying you have no hope is a product of bad attitude, one that I am trying to get rid of but it is hard

This attitude is from the one who wants to steal kill and destroy.

we just believe it.

 

[Jayangel81]

I get really sick to my stomach and I get really scared...whenever i have them...

Do you feel joy and happiness when the product of the OCD blasphemes the one who loves you more than anything?

I think you need to get that journal out

Dont most women have them

 

[keryakos]

Do you feel joy and happiness when the product of the OCD blasphemes the one who loves you more than anything?

I think you need to get that journal out

Dont most women have them

How dare you ...I am not most women... im sorry Caty i had to say it ..

 

[Caty]

my counselor told me to buy one so i did yesterday, I don't think I feel happiness cause I always get scared after is happens, now im constantly fighting them and Im miserable again...

 

[Jayangel81]

How dare you ...I am not most women... im sorry Caty i had to say it ..

LoL, that was posted toward caty but it seems you have one too lol.

I have one as well dont worry , it will be our little secret Ms. Keryakos

 

[Jayangel81]

my counselor told me to buy one so i did yesterday, I don't think I feel happiness cause I always get scared after is happens, now im constantly fighting them and Im miserable again...

Well when it happens write down how you feel, do you like it, enjoy it and so forth and pray and tell the Lord what you have discovered

This is obviously something against your heart..