Jack of Spades
I told you so
Being a none doesn't equal atheism though. I am a none technically, but not an atheist. I'm a mystic and I embrace religious/spiritual side of me, I just don't sign into organized religions but instead I practice whatever happens to work for me, regardless of what label it has in it.
I'm probably not helping but in the past, when going through similar feelings, I personally never got over the feeling that I'm somehow being an enabler, if I keep sticking to Christianity. I ended up witnessing for years pretty messed up fundamentalist stuff and the emotional damage it does to people to the point of some losing their mental health permanently.
Even though I intellectually speaking realized it's not the whole picture at all, I just couldn't shake the feeling of being somehow responsible of supporting it if I stick around. If there is a solution to reconcile such feelings, I never found it.
But that was long time ago, currently I'm no longer even seeking that particular solution because due to a complex story, I ended up landing on another kind of spiritual path and now I have a whole new set of problems to deal with
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