When you say "I spend a great deal of my early 20s believing nothing.", I don't know what to make of that.
You are 28. Your early twenties are not so long ago. "A great deal" isn't even all of your "early twenties". I on the other hand have been "believing nothing" (and I wouldn't describe it that way) for a lot longer than you are alive.
Since you want this to be out in the open... Here goes...
If having you be a non believer for longer than I am alive, makes me lose some battle here, I accept that defeat. Every moment I did not believe was a moment too long. You can take the victory of unbelief.
I notice more often than not, when a poster starts commenting on another's age, attempting to devalue the others opinion, it is because they have run dry. Said person is left to small attempts at "putting them in their place"so to speak.
Your entire post does nothing but disagree with anything you could fathom, including my own personal life. I have no use for this and for this reason our line of questioning has come to an end.
I have found that most believers tend to have a slightly screwed view on their previous position. I have talked to people who said they had been "atheists" before now becoming "born again"... and had been just standard, majority, church-raised, bible-school-adhering, not-totally-taking-it-serious christian teenagers.
Were they "atheists"? Did they "believe in nothing"? Well, perhaps... but not in the way I would describe myself.
If I even become a Christian, my posts here will still be there, for everbody to see what I questioned and what I believed "before". I wish such documentation would exist for a lot more people.
So now this discussion has been reduced to a mindset of "you can't join my atheist club all you posers!" I thought you were so much older and more wise?
(And evidently don't work. There are some interesting studies about the success rates of AA)
And the countless people who have been helped... They don't matter because it doesn't fit in your ideas right? Christians could never do anything good right? But skepticism is what love, healing, happiness, and kindness are all about I suppose?
Just so much: yes, I agree that faith creates change within you. But, based on experience with a lot of different "faiths", I think I can say that is is indeed the act of "faith" that enables this change... irrelevant of the object of this faith.
and your evidence beyond it being your "personal experience"? Pass. My experience has shown differently.
As I see it, people are people. Whatever they do in "good" or "bad" comes from within, from themselves. A "good Christian" is a good person who happens to be a Christian. An "evil atheist" is an evil person who happens to be an atheist.
we actually agree on something.
That may be one of these personal experiences that make the difference between you and Colter and me: I recognized that the existence of a question does not necessarily imply the existence of an answer. And I recognized that inventing answers for meaningless questions might provide comfort, but not truth.
to claim there was an inventor and not THE Creator, you would have to prove where faith in the God of Abraham came from and that it was not through Devine revelation but through man himself. You are making a very large, and negative claim, for something you have so little evidence of. "invent" ha! .
I know that this is a big "no, no!" around Christian (and even non-Christians)... but I did never see Jesus as such a huge thing. If this is the "best example of how a Christian ought to be", I don't think they are aiming very hight. (and, yes, I did read the Bible ;()
Than you clearly did not pay attention to what you read. That or peace, joy, love, kindness, forgiveness... Are values you do not hold high.
I'd like to continue this conversation, by PM if you need to, but I'd prefer this public space.
Ideas and opinions should be out in the open, to be seen and scrutinized by everyone.
The rest of your post I did not feel the need to continue on because it appears as if the post is more argumentative, in a more discreet manner and I haven't the time. There is a reason I am not the only one constantly calling people out on this, and it isn't because we are "those horrible Christians that get upset over everything".
I hope in future discussions that our conversation is more productive. Take care.
To the rest of the posters, I will not be responding further on the issue.