Even though god loves me I’m tempted still to sin
Yes. You still live in a fleshly body with its powerful, natural impulses. You have the patterns and habits of your old, selfish, godless life that God must dissolve and replace with new Christ-centered ones. This takes time, during which trial and temptation will confront you.
The key to being transformed isn't to struggle with yourself, pushing down desires, stuffing away what you really want to do but, rather,
yielding yourself to God at every crossroads of choice between your way and His.
Romans 6:13-22
Romans 12:1
James 4:6-7, 10
1 Peter 5:6
Your "job," if you like, is to
receive from God His work in you, by faith, to
remain in it unmoved, and then to
reflect His work in you in how you live. It is not your place to possess, procure and produce the Christian life
for God.
More On The Three Spiritual R's: Receive, Remain, Reflect.
In Scripture, God repeatedly tells us that
He takes the responsibility for changing us:
Philippians 1:6
Philippians 2:13
2 Corinthians 3:18
1 Thessalonians 5:23-24
1 Peter 5:10
Jude 1:24-25
Since we walk with God in love (
Matthew 22:36-38; 1 Corinthians 13:1-3; 1 John 4:16-19), He will not force us to His will and way. At every point of choice between Self (and sin) and God, we must choose God's will and way by submitting to Him and thus agreeing to His transformation of us, opening ourselves to the profoundly-altering work of the Holy Spirit. As we walk through each day this way, we are changed in our desires, our thinking and our conduct - often so deeply and subtly we don't, in any particular moment, see we are changed. Only in looking back over weeks and months is God's incredible alteration of us apparent.
Temptation, then, isn't an awful enemy, necessarily, but an opportunity to submit to God again and, by faith, wait on Him to move us away from Self and sin into the holy communion with Himself for which He made us.