A little back ground about me. When I was a kid. I had a lot t of nightmares. I will wake up in the middle of the night crying asking my mom to pray for me. Although it some what stopped. In my teenage years I was have more dreams that will come to pass, even up to now.
Fast forward, when I started have frequent sleep paralysis. It all happened when I got really depressed, I was even contemplating suicide. I was put on anti-depressant which was a bad decision. It made me feel better, however I did not feel like myself. I suddenly stopped taking it, it when the sleep paralysis started, at first slowly, then became frequent.
I could not understand as a Christian having those types dream. One day I came across a video of a lady with similar experience that explained that those where attacks from the enemy. From that I started reading some bible verses. One night before I had an attack. The holy spirit told me in an audible voice " They are coming " Then I started using the word of God against that spirit and I saw it living. That was two years ago. Now, it's a different kind of attack that happened when I am sad. It's called false awakening ( it's a dream in a dream of sleep paralysis)., I'll wake calling Jesus, then pray thinking that I am awake but still sleeping.
I also get vision, after my first post I saw a giant sitting in front of me and last night in chains. Sometimes while asleep my limbs moves( for example: dreaming of shovel, I'll wake up finding myself doing the same movement).
Sometimes I wonder why me. I know God has a perfect plan for me and the enemy trying to stop me.
Some night, I don't feel like sleeping.
Even through this tough time. The Lord find a way to bless me. I pray to God every night for a total deliverance.
Sometimes, there is no to a little change in my life that need a divine intervention.
I will write some more about some other stuff later.
Fast forward, when I started have frequent sleep paralysis. It all happened when I got really depressed, I was even contemplating suicide. I was put on anti-depressant which was a bad decision. It made me feel better, however I did not feel like myself. I suddenly stopped taking it, it when the sleep paralysis started, at first slowly, then became frequent.
I could not understand as a Christian having those types dream. One day I came across a video of a lady with similar experience that explained that those where attacks from the enemy. From that I started reading some bible verses. One night before I had an attack. The holy spirit told me in an audible voice " They are coming " Then I started using the word of God against that spirit and I saw it living. That was two years ago. Now, it's a different kind of attack that happened when I am sad. It's called false awakening ( it's a dream in a dream of sleep paralysis)., I'll wake calling Jesus, then pray thinking that I am awake but still sleeping.
I also get vision, after my first post I saw a giant sitting in front of me and last night in chains. Sometimes while asleep my limbs moves( for example: dreaming of shovel, I'll wake up finding myself doing the same movement).
Sometimes I wonder why me. I know God has a perfect plan for me and the enemy trying to stop me.
Some night, I don't feel like sleeping.
Even through this tough time. The Lord find a way to bless me. I pray to God every night for a total deliverance.
Sometimes, there is no to a little change in my life that need a divine intervention.
I will write some more about some other stuff later.