I've repeated this ad infinitum but the night my father died he appeared in my room. He "materialised" near the door and moved towards the foot of the bed.
My first words were "How the hell did you get in here??" as the place was locked up tight. He didn't answer that but said "I've come (or been sent) to apologise for the way I've treated you." Then he added "We had no idea what you were going through."
I snarled back "You mean you had no idea what you were doing to me!" He'd been a real mongrel and even admitted during the conversation "I've been an absolute mongrel to you" and that was word for word. He also admitted destroying my confidence deliberately. When I asked him "WHY??" he replied "I was jealous. I didn't have the same opportunities you did".
He also stated at one point "It wasn't easy for me either you know, and I never had a chance to see anything like this!!"
At the end he started to turn towards my left, his right, and said "No!'. Then louder and more urgently "NO!".
Then he screamed for all he was worth. His terror was so contagious I started to scream, and I couldn't even see what was coming for him - just his reaction.
Then he disappeared into eternity and I haven't seen him since.
But there's one particular comment he made that I still find hard to accept and that was "I always was doomed! I didn't really have any choice!!"
Mind you he did admit "I was WILLING!"
So, did he have a choice or didn't he? Was he designed with that end in mind, or did his "willingness" override God's fiat?
Quoting from the above, in the case of Donald Trump I think he could have been designed for a very destructive role, and maybe he "always was predestined" (for this role). But it will also turn out that he was "WILLING".
For instance, Donald Trump seems to be such a stereotypical narcissistic villain that it's hard to believe that he wasn't purposefully created just for this role, and his popularity, in spite of his obvious character flaws seems to defy reason.
I think the fact we are WILLING overrides any pretensions of an illusion, although as I stated in another post this is a "sum zero energy universe" which means that ultimately it adds up to nothing.
Most cosmologists believe the universe contains exactly zero energy.
www.livescience.com
Considering the amount of energy packed in the nucleus of a single uranium atom, or the energy that has been continuously radiating from the sun for billions of years, or the fact that there are 10^80 particles in the observable universe, it seems that the total energy in the universe must be an inconceivably vast quantity. But it's not; it's probably zero.
Light, matter and antimatter are what physicists call "positive energy." And yes, there's a lot of it (though no one is sure quite how much). Most physicists think, however, that there is an equal amount of "negative energy" stored in the gravitational attraction that exists between all the positive-energy particles. The positive exactly balances the negative, so, ultimately, there is no energy in the universe at all.
"Nothing" can have no continued existence of its own if it becomes something, as it will revert to nothing, which means something is maintaining this "sum zero energy" universe.
I'm quoting from "Wrestling with the Divine - A Jewish response to suffering" by Shmuel Boeteach (sounds suitably Jewish).
"... God created universes and calls them forth into existence from utter nothingness... In hasidic thought an appropriate example of the above is provided. Suppose a person throws a stone into the air giving it temporarily, the nature of flight and lightness, rather than the heaviness that is intrinsic to the stone.... But as soon as one's influence fades, the stone immediately reverts to being a stone like all other stones, because it never changed.
...Our creation, which began as nothingness, is being retained as something not through its own intrinsic nature but through God's constant creative force, which acts upon itand sustains it, just as the stone flies through the air via the human energy that constantly forces it upward."
In Trump's case, and in all our cases, we may have a "predetermined" role or fate, but we'll also find we were "WILLING". Trump, and you and me, will be held responsible for our WILLING actions, even if God predetermined our role.
I think "free will" over rides any attempt to write off this universe as a simulation.
Incidentally my father predicted that "you'll become a Christian" (I was an atheist at that time) and that "You'll meet a pastor. You'll think he's great, but all he'll do is discourage you even more!"
My father died in January 1979. I became a Christian in late 1982, and that's when I met the pastor. Towards the end of my time in his church in late 1991, he said to me "I owe you an apology."
He went on "You needed encouragement, and all I've done is to discourage you even more!" So I told him about my father's prediction and pointed out that he had just quoted my father back to me word for word. That shook him, and he blurted out "You really did see your father that night".
During the years I told him several times about my father's apparition and I think he wasn't sure where it came from.
The point is though that regardless of all my other WILLING choices in the meantime I was going to become Christian nearly four years down the track, and meet the pastor. My father was obviously being shown that happening and he told me.
Now was I a puppet? Or was I willling to become Christian?
You tell me.