Meowzltov
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Oh, I assumed we were discussing one time sins such as cheating on one's income taxes.i dont say its not authentic , but if they do that over and over they SHOW its not authentic.
As to "sinning over and over," there are a number of different things we could be talking about here.
For example, someone could be struggling with addictive behaviors that are less than willful, such as alcoholic behavior or porn addiction. I hope you are not including such things in "willful" sin.
A Christian may also become confused, and no longer believe that certain actions are sin. In such cases, again, there is no willful disobedience.
Once those two are eliminated, the third most common case for Christian sin is simply what I would call partial willfulness. They know it is wrong, but they are not thinking of how it is a rebellion against God when they do it, and as time goes by their conscience become numb so that they become less aware of what they are doing.
This happened to me. As a young child, I stole food, especially candy, from the cupboards. By the time I was a teen, I was simply numb, and began to lift larger things and money. By the time I was in college, I occasionally shoplifted from stores. And I did all this while worshiping God with all my heart, with no consciousness that there was a serious conflict. Then one day, while praying, and examining my life, i reviewed the ten commandments. Bam! It hit me in the gut. I knew I couldn't continue stealing. I had to repent. I felt just horrible. But the same God that had spoken to me through his commandments forgave me and cast my sins into the sea. After that, it was a matter of breaking the habit. Even years later, I found myself walking out of a store with something I had swiped hardly being conscious of it. I was horrified. I was so scared sneaking it back in that I was sure someone would catch me just because of was so "obvious." LOL But that's what repentance is: turning back to God's ways. All those years of stealing when I was young were like water wearing a groove in a rock -- my mind just works a certain way. Even now at my age, I'm tempted from time to time. I'll always be a thief. But God be praised, I'm a "clean and sober" thief by his grace.
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