I do not cry often, as I do not have much time to sit and ponder on things as I used to, I am by nature a "cup is half empty" person, so I over think, assume, see the worst and never smile, so yeah my world view is pretty bleak, but I guess since I've grown up I tend to view things without the need to cry, I guess in a way it's beneficial for me because I am not attracted to the world.
If not for my current situation I would happily renounce the world and go live in the land where I can truly get to know God, but God has different plans for me.