Right, and others have an interest in truth also. As do others. And if someone is peeing on their leg and telling them, "This is just wet water," that may not be good enough for some people. It counts for nothing to profess something in error ... okay one second ...Okay so you want to know truth, it counts for nothing to profess something in error, you diligently try to make sure you don't hold to your own belief system unless God confirms it, you consistently point to the idea that God must validate His own words ... yet you also are content to make lots of assertions concerning God, Jesus, etc with others and when asked you claim no responsibility for your own assertions, when asked a difficult question about a cure for cancer, you are content to respond with a guess on God's behalf "I'm pretty sure we don't have those because ________ "... so on the one hand you are content to make a lot of assertions concerning God with others, and even guess on His behalf apparently, yet you also say you are not making claims and it's important to you to diligently make sure you do not hold to your own beliefs, etc.
I'm not trying to corner you or nail you to a wall. But do you see any of what is being pointed out to you ?
One more example:
Suppose you really do know God. Suppose you really do ask God things and God responds. Suppose you are correct that the KJV is the right one, other's who call themselves Christians are wrong, others who claim to know God are wrong, whatever ... suppose you really do know God on some level. Someone who sees all your talking, comes and says, "I need help with my uncle, dying of cancer. I've prayed and asked, and gotten no response from God. But I've seen all you say, and I believe you. Please heal my uncle of cancer." And you respond with, "I can't, that's not my job. That's God's job. Ask Him again." and so they do, and still get no response. So they ask you to ask God for them, and you respond with, "I don't know," or "I wasn't told anything."
How is any of that okay with you ? How are you content with any of that ? If you want to challenge your beliefs, your God, and yourself ... how can you be content with "just words" ? Even in the Bible you said you reference, I believe it says:
For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.
If you feel this way, perhaps you should step back a bit. Overdramatization.