I get the impression that you think you have some kind of say in what God is allowed to do concerning your life. Again, God is sovereign with unmitigated authority. He dose not need your approval, consent, or agreement for anything. You need his.
This is not a moral justification for anything. This is simply you saying that might equals right. God can do whatever he likes, whenever he likes to whomever he likes and it is always acceptable regardless of content or context.
The only way for me to say it, is to say it. God alone is sovereign. God dose not support anything we do. We must come into agreement with him, not him with us. It simply dose not matter what you chose to believe. God's will, will be done no matter what you do. When Jesus comes back you either go with, or you don't.
Belief is not a choice. You've all but conceded this. You simply can't say it. You have accepted that one cannot just believe that 1+1 = 3.
You don't even know who Jesus is or my God. How then do you have such an innate ability to know their constructs?
Or the oracles of God? Your entire mind set is set on one tangent, and has nothing to do with the reality of the situation. Just because you "think" it should be thusly, dose not in fact make it so. You need to find out who God is in-order to understand what God dose.
The fact that God may torture people or allow their physical, emotional or psychological torture for eternity is not just a side point. It is an affront to all of my values. God, being such an omniscient entity should understand my objection, if he exists, is on principle and not for any self-gain. After all if God really does exist and really does offer hell for all non-theists then I have nothing to gain and everything to lose by being openly defiant.
How many conditions must God meet in your standards before you believe?
We're not talking about belief. We're talking about following, worshiping, endorsing. It is possible, hypothetically for someone to demonstrate God's existence to me. That's fine. They would then have all their work ahead demonstrating to me that God is worth worshiping and since I believe that praise of an omniscient and omnipotent entity is servile and ultimately pointless that would be hard at minimum. That your conception of God apparently supports torture and thought-crime it is even harder for you.
How much does God need to suck up to you in order for you to be okay with him?
The irony here is thick. What is it that God demands of people who want to be saved?
Should God steep down from his throne to appease you?
To answer my questions, if he exists. I accept no divine right of rulership on principle.
Monarchies are wrong. Theocracies are wrong. Dictatorships are wrong. Fascism is wrong. Totalitarianism is wrong.
You have no say. None at all. That is what people do not like about a sovereign God. They want God to appease them instead of serving God. When you refuse God, you refuse his grace, and choose your own path.
Most people's objection to God is not Anti-Theistic in nature but merely apathetic or antipathic. Most people just don't believe in God. They don't believe any offer or olive branch has been tabled.
I find that many people simply can not, or will not accept a sovereign God with absolutely immutable unmitigated dominion.
That's certainly true of me. I do not accept someone's self-declared supremacy and governance over me.
God is not a politician running a democracy that may be swayed with popular opinion or fear of being politically correct. He alone is King.
Non Serviam