deppression

[brother brian]

i'm so sick of my life i wish it would end the sooner the better i'm in so much pain its constant now i can't go out much as i have panic attacks so i don't go 2 church my money hasn't come in i was suposew 2 have it by 5 pm uk time 2 day but they lied 2 me again so i have no food for the weekend now i'm so sick if not beng able 21 do thing like have a shave do the washing up keep my flat tidy on only mandge to have bath one in a while my strenght is going my will 2 live is low i'm just exsting i can't eat or sleep proplery i'm down 2 1 meal a day if that i stood on a bridge on tuesday looking down @ the road below just thinking bout jumping but in the end i walked away i can't be bothered 2 take my anti-depressent tablets any more either i don't know if i still beleive in God @ time i just n n n nsorry to rant but i'm tired of living

 

[Im-revived]

Hi Brian,

I've never actually read one of your posts before so obviously dont know your full situation, except what Jenna has told me, if im correct as well as all this there has been a recent court case, hows that going, or is it over now? Do you just suffer depression or have you also got physical disabilities, sorry to ask its just easier to pray for you. You sound very desperate at the moment, and i know even with your MH issues, this gets worse when the DHSS start messing you around, kind of been there, done it, and got the tee-shirt as we all say in England, but i do support these people daily, have you got a key worker, or a social worker or a number for Assertive Outreach in your area, they work 24/7, if not PM me and I'll send you the No in your area.
Secondly I know that the way you feel at the moment makes you feel like giving up and your not even sure wether you believe in God etc etc, but however you feel God is still at your side, and will not let you go. You'll come out of this depression Love, and you'll see and feel stronger in the battle your fighting now. You really need to start back on your antidepressents and let yourself rest at present, as far as food etc is concerned over the weekend I do have no that can help in your area.

Lord Jesus,
You hear every cry from Brians heart, you know him inside out, and you never put us through anything we cant cope with even though it seems we cant, I ask Lord that you'll help and guide Brian through this time, show him something unexpexted, something that shows you are present in his life. And by faith may he no you are with him. Amen

Im-revived

i'm so sick of my life i wish it would end the sooner the better i'm in so much pain its constant now i can't go out much as i have panic attacks so i don't go 2 church my money hasn't come in i was suposew 2 have it by 5 pm uk time 2 day but they lied 2 me again so i have no food for the weekend now i'm so sick if not beng able 21 do thing like have a shave do the washing up keep my flat tidy on only mandge to have bath one in a while my strenght is going my will 2 live is low i'm just exsting i can't eat or sleep proplery i'm down 2 1 meal a day if that i stood on a bridge on tuesday looking down @ the road below just thinking bout jumping but in the end i walked away i can't be bothered 2 take my anti-depressent tablets any more either i don't know if i still beleive in God @ time i just n n n nsorry to rant but i'm tired of living

 

[HopeSeeker]

Praying for you. May God give you strength and peace always.
God Bless.

 

[faithchic05]

praying

 

[rebecca45]

Dear Lord so many of your people are being attacked. I ask that you help this person, Lord we NEED YOU! He needs YOU! NOW! the enemey has us blinded and feeling so beat down. I know exactly how he feels, for Lord I to am living it day in and day out trying to get by. Father send your provision for this person.. Help him to feel your presense. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY.. Amen.

 

[MamaChris]

Praying

 

[GodDoesListen55]

there is no need to apologize for a prayer request. that is why we are all here, to help each other with any and all situations that may occurs in our lives. i will keep you in my prayers in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. God Bless!

 

[JPPT1974]

Lord help our brother and grant
And give him peace and mercy
Uplift him and deliver him
In thy name and will amen

 

[brother brian]

i don't know if i can carry on anymore i've just decided the date, time n place for my death i'll be out when i'm doing it sorry to all

 

[ivory]

Dear Lord so many of your people are being attacked. I ask that you help this person, Lord we NEED YOU! He needs YOU! NOW! the enemey has us blinded and feeling so beat down. I know exactly how he feels, for Lord I to am living it day in and day out trying to get by. Father send your provision for this person.. Help him to feel your presense. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY.. Amen.

Amen!

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Brian please do not go through with this you know I am here if you want me to come and talk with you. Brian I still care for you and let me know when the trial is.

We all care for you the people at the church are missing you and david has some stuf that you left at his work.

 

[restore]

God pls do not let brother brian die , he is seeking help, and I m willing to help in any ways cuz i m survivor myself, pm me brother!...God u will reach hands, in Jesus name, amen

 

[JoshuaM]

i was suicidal before myself. but i think the fact that you are here in this forum with us shows you don't fully want to die. if you need to talk, feel free to pm me.

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Lord help brother brian intervene in his life in jesus name show him you are there. Please dont let this man die he has so much to live for even though times are hard right now. Lord i pray for the court date that is coming up.

In jesus name I pray protect him

 

[Porkweez]

Father, release the bonds on this sweet soul. This brother is hurting and only You can fix the pain. In the name of our Savior I claim a healing victory for him. Send him what he needs and give him strength. Amen.

 

[Onlythingavailable]

Please, accept Im-revived's and SisterJenna's help! It doesn't need to end this way, it can get better! The Lord is there, even if you don't see Him at the moment! Don't give up! Praying for you.

 

[LivingRightForGod]

Heavenly father I pray for our dear brother brian lord. Lord the family at the church are really worried about him. Lord please help in to get in touch with someone at this hard time. Help him to not commit suicide. Lord he knows you are there but he is finding things hard. In Jesus name I pray amen.

 

[Onlythingavailable]

Still praying for you Brother Brian.

 

[rebecca45]

Father I ask that you place a hedge of protection about this brother, Father send a Earthly angel one he feels safe to confide in,
Satan you will not take this soul, IN JESUS NAME!
Lord in his most desperate hour, I pray that whatever he is planning will not be able to be completed. In Jesus name I ask for devine intervention.

 

[HopeSeeker]

Still praying.
God Bless.