Rick Otto
The Dude Abides
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labels are practical, but they have a point if diminishing returns.
I was so wierded out by the RCC in my youth, that I turned completey away, looking under every other rock I could find. I first read up on Ceremonial Magic, just out of curiosity, and looking for empowerment. It seemed so much like the RCC (to me)in its complex & ornate detail, that was weird. And anybody who thought a being(demon) with the ability of transdimensional locomotion, could be kept from eating them for lunch by a circle on the floor with candles was an idiot. The only reason they wouldn't jump you then & there would be because they could use to bring them a lot more lunches.
Then I read all the New Age stuff - Annie Besant, Edgar Cayce, Ruth Montgomery, etc. etc., & they dealt with the UFO's & all the other odd stuff I've witnessed some of, but their directions & conclusions were too scattered & contradictory to make sense of the whole mess of available info in its entirety. I was also studying philosophies & world religions in an excellent class at a parochial HS, so I was getting a good ground for comparative analysis & critique in that area.
At the same time, my brother was getting his degree in psychology from Harvard & I got to keep & read a lot of his books when he came home summers.
When my first son was 8 or 9, I told my wife I wanted start going to church to expose him to some bible study for a good moral grounding. My wife wanted to feel closer to God herself, so we went to a non-denom, but heavily pentecostal/charismatic congregation.
When we first walked in the door, I was impressed with the excellent band ( I play keyboards & guitars) and the fact that the entire congregation was on its feet, hands in the air, tamborines flyin' and some dancin' in the aisles. But when I tuned into what they were sayin', I heard nonsensical monosyllabic blathering (tongues).
It was the only time in my life i started having what I'd call a "flashback". It was like I was starting to have an LSD trip. I calmly turned to my wife & said,"The devil is havin' a heyday here. I'll be out in the car 'till you've had enough." She couldn't get enough, so after not goin' for a year, I finaly caved in just keep from catchin' hell from her every other day. I figured the only way I could win my wife back was to beat these people at their own game. I started learning the ropes, and served on children's church for a few years, & then on the praise team for a few years, plus a dozen other programs.
Finaly, my wife was tired of the shallow manipulative relationships and we got free of 'churchianity' altogether after one last try with a Prophecy Club try at starting a congregation here in town.
Simultaneously, in about 2000, we went online and I discoevered Reform theology - the 'doctrines of grace & election', and I firmly believe now in Calvin's TULIP, but I reject his ecclesiology (especialy in the area of church discipline).
I still need to study up on the concept & history of the concept, of hell. I have trouble with eternal torture, but I can't swallow "universalism'.
So I'm liberal in one sense & conservative in another.
That might not've helped much, but I hope it didn't make things worse!
I was so wierded out by the RCC in my youth, that I turned completey away, looking under every other rock I could find. I first read up on Ceremonial Magic, just out of curiosity, and looking for empowerment. It seemed so much like the RCC (to me)in its complex & ornate detail, that was weird. And anybody who thought a being(demon) with the ability of transdimensional locomotion, could be kept from eating them for lunch by a circle on the floor with candles was an idiot. The only reason they wouldn't jump you then & there would be because they could use to bring them a lot more lunches.
Then I read all the New Age stuff - Annie Besant, Edgar Cayce, Ruth Montgomery, etc. etc., & they dealt with the UFO's & all the other odd stuff I've witnessed some of, but their directions & conclusions were too scattered & contradictory to make sense of the whole mess of available info in its entirety. I was also studying philosophies & world religions in an excellent class at a parochial HS, so I was getting a good ground for comparative analysis & critique in that area.
At the same time, my brother was getting his degree in psychology from Harvard & I got to keep & read a lot of his books when he came home summers.
When my first son was 8 or 9, I told my wife I wanted start going to church to expose him to some bible study for a good moral grounding. My wife wanted to feel closer to God herself, so we went to a non-denom, but heavily pentecostal/charismatic congregation.
When we first walked in the door, I was impressed with the excellent band ( I play keyboards & guitars) and the fact that the entire congregation was on its feet, hands in the air, tamborines flyin' and some dancin' in the aisles. But when I tuned into what they were sayin', I heard nonsensical monosyllabic blathering (tongues).
It was the only time in my life i started having what I'd call a "flashback". It was like I was starting to have an LSD trip. I calmly turned to my wife & said,"The devil is havin' a heyday here. I'll be out in the car 'till you've had enough." She couldn't get enough, so after not goin' for a year, I finaly caved in just keep from catchin' hell from her every other day. I figured the only way I could win my wife back was to beat these people at their own game. I started learning the ropes, and served on children's church for a few years, & then on the praise team for a few years, plus a dozen other programs.
Finaly, my wife was tired of the shallow manipulative relationships and we got free of 'churchianity' altogether after one last try with a Prophecy Club try at starting a congregation here in town.
Simultaneously, in about 2000, we went online and I discoevered Reform theology - the 'doctrines of grace & election', and I firmly believe now in Calvin's TULIP, but I reject his ecclesiology (especialy in the area of church discipline).
I still need to study up on the concept & history of the concept, of hell. I have trouble with eternal torture, but I can't swallow "universalism'.
So I'm liberal in one sense & conservative in another.
That might not've helped much, but I hope it didn't make things worse!

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