I've had good and bad experiences as a Christian, but always felt called back to asking for God's comfort and guidance. Honestly until very recently, I didn't think too much about being a Christian, and now He is constantly on my mind.
I don't know if any of you have experienced this, but I'm finding that my outlook on life has actually turned bleaker than what it used to be before this change in my life, and I'm wondering now if it has anything to with Satan trying to fight to keep me blind to God's direction by giving me very negative and depressing thoughts. I've once or twice wondered if it's all worth it (living a Christian life) if what I seem to be experiencing is so painful. If any of you can relate to this, how did you get through it? I'd really like to hear some advice for this struggle...