Sometime I wonder where we come from? What is the whole purpose of us being here? Are we falling angels who have to redeem ourselves over again. I sometimes don't get the point of all this suffering .Some of us have it better than other, I just feel for people that are going thru what the are going thru. I know we are not suppose to doubt, but I can't help but to wonder what is meaning to all of this.
There has been one thing that has been going around my mind. I was "saved" a long time ago. I've always told God to come into my life, but I got saved in church last year. I know lately I haven't been at church and I haven't been reading the bible like I should be. Last night I was talking to my cousin who is in church, to me I think he is a fanatic to the "religion"part. He told me last night that he has been praying for me and that God is trying to save me. He said, he had a dream with me being naked. He said, that when God is making you whole again (when you are born again) he gives you new clothes. He stated he didn't see me this way in the dram. Anyways, he said, "I wish I can cover you/shield you from evil and give you the same protection that God has given me." This is what I don't get If I was saved, why would God still try to "save me" why would my cousin tell me those things. i know im not married and are living in sin, but if i don't have it in my heart to get married why should I? Isn't that worse? I just feel confused by the stuff people tell me about God. I just feel like God is a mercyful God and loving God and personally he has always been there for me. Any takes on this.
There has been one thing that has been going around my mind. I was "saved" a long time ago. I've always told God to come into my life, but I got saved in church last year. I know lately I haven't been at church and I haven't been reading the bible like I should be. Last night I was talking to my cousin who is in church, to me I think he is a fanatic to the "religion"part. He told me last night that he has been praying for me and that God is trying to save me. He said, he had a dream with me being naked. He said, that when God is making you whole again (when you are born again) he gives you new clothes. He stated he didn't see me this way in the dram. Anyways, he said, "I wish I can cover you/shield you from evil and give you the same protection that God has given me." This is what I don't get If I was saved, why would God still try to "save me" why would my cousin tell me those things. i know im not married and are living in sin, but if i don't have it in my heart to get married why should I? Isn't that worse? I just feel confused by the stuff people tell me about God. I just feel like God is a mercyful God and loving God and personally he has always been there for me. Any takes on this.