I think I maybe a special need person the r word this site doesn't let me say the r word I think akward thoughts I'm scared sometimes I'm scared of talking I have a lot of fear sometimes I act a little weird I guess because I do think I'm r I take axiety pills sometimes I stop myself from thinking at all and just lay in my bed blank and if I do think I think awkwardly I think nobody cares if I'm r that's why I don't care about anything I'm I r or I'm I scared of probably being a r Does anybody have a family member who is r How is it that they act? I have no clue! I have no social interaction.