Hi Mayflower! I didn't realize I was conversing with you in the main thread, so I resurrect our chit chat here.
I agree that Hidden in Him is a great Christian brother; but to be honest, while I agree vivid dreams can hold messages that we need to hear - I wasn't convinced that all my dreams were divine or that most of my dreams are divine. So, some of the dream interpretation got lost on me. To be honest, I like analyzing my dreams just for the dreams sake itself. I don't know why; but I perceived (maybe I perceived wrong) that your Pastor may have talked to you about how solid the word of God is? That is my educated guess. That to me seems to be a more sure word.
I am happy to hear that you now have the tools to abide in God's word. I talk a lot about Pure Life Ministries, but again the Lord has reminded me that great ministries are not the things that set us free. He also reminded me how much hope I received through the ministry of Neil Anderson and Freedom in Christ Ministries which anyone can do without having to move your life somewhere for 6 months. Especially their Steps to Freedom in Christ; I feel like I'm at a point where I want to go through those Steps again. The Steps don't set us free; but they do exactly what you pointed out. They help us to know what parts of ourselves are believing falsehoods and lies [strongholds] and what scriptures can help us start believing the truth. I often get myself into cycles of problems or even going "back" to Pure Life metaphorically as if they were the end all ... but God keeps reminding me that He ultimately sets us free and all a program can do is give us the right tools and sometimes programs give us the wrong tools as well.
No worries about causing me any hurt or pain. I really think I still have places to grow. When my sister in law rejected me back in 2006, I had a seething anger like we were great friends and she threw it all away on me. I know it was my fault for being silly in my thoughts; but still, the anger in me really raged and our friendship took a sour turn into angry avenues. The Lord eventually just ended that job/employment for the both of us so we were no longer together and moved me to my current position and she moved out of state so there could be healing. Now, we are tepid friends, the way it probably was supposed to be.
I say that to say that even though there was hurt and confusion on my end, it was nothing like it used to be. I'm glad you came back; but ultimately, our best goal is eternal friendship with respect that time cannot always be relied upon as a good steward of said friendships and a deep respect that says "that person is a great fellow sibling in Christ, but should never be smothered." Of course, you never smothered me. I feel like my endless talks are what smothers other people! lol
I continued the RPG; feel free to do whatever you think is the next step, I like surprises and things don't always have to be planned out for me. I hope you have a blessed day today.
Peter James