I have spent a long time trying to become a better person and a better christian.
Who can say if I have or have not changed. I am not a judge.
After some time in my life, I do feel that I have changed for the better.. But I am confused. The Bible teaches love and forgiveness, After some time, One can begin to really feel these things in their heart.
I ask you all, Is it wrong, To feel sorry for the Devil? I realize what the devil is, and what he has done to God and man,, but My heart was taught to love and to forgive, And I do feel sorry for a soul that is so damned without any chance for salvation..
Is this wrong to feel? Am I wrong?
emotions can be confusing.
feeling empathy for the evil one, reveals a lack of knowledge on what He actually did, do deserve the punishment He got.
Many just think He is the bad guy in every situation.
but Satan was actually the worship leader in heaven leading all the angels into worship of the Father God.
He was a mighty cherub.
beautiful, and desired.
However He decided that his position in heaven as leader, was not good enough for Him. He believed He was better than God Himself.
He storms the throne, in order to position Himself on it, instead of God.
and gets rejected from Heaven all together, banished to the earth.
A serpent, to slither on his belly for the rest of his days.
1/3 of the angels were rejected with him, as he was their boss.
Him and His angels are still principalities of the air today, they rule behind the scenes and are no doubt major players in the political, and media of the world affecting it in the negative, against God and against good.
He has not stopped being that same person ever since.
He has only tortured, maimed, and tempted Christians, and God's children, because He has jealousy issues.
The one way to get back to God for banning Him is to send his demons to mess with God's real children.
the christians.
Most of us don't have spiritual warfare. At least a real serious warfare.
it may be a bad dream every once in a while.
but I have seen spiritual warfare in my day, that resembles a horror movie.
it's not fun.
satan is not a nice, fellow, and I would not want to meet him in a dark ally.
Our only hope is that there are 2-1 more angels than demons, and they are only a prayer or two away.
If we did not have prayer, and if angels didn't respond to prayer, we would be up the creek.
I knew a person in charge of a 500 kid VBS school program in the summer, and they said that one night they saw a dark figure in their room at night, very evil, very dark.
They prayed, and closed their eyes, and kept praying, and it was eventually gone.
but it never happened before, and never after (13 years ago now).
it was only during a time of the year where many kids would come to know Jesus, through vacation bible school.
see, when you are doing major evangelistic outreaches to thousands of people you may have a visit.
but most of us, are simply too insignificant for the devil to bother.
He may still send bad thoughts, and tempt us. But to manifest like they did in that way, to materialize in real form, is rare.
For the most part, He is winning his war. And people by and large are leaving the faith, not coming to know him.
God is in control yes, but we are ultimately at fault for not teaching apologetics to kids at a young age, and teaching them to be rational about science, God, the Bible, and logic.
anyway, that is another topic.
another story I had was about a young girl in a country area around our county. She had a dream about a stuffed animal tickling her and not stopping. every night, same dream. I think it was elmo or something, not sure. She was probably 7-8. Well her mom told me that she went into her childs room that night, and slept in there, and told the young girl to sleep in her bed with her father, in the master bedroom. That night, her mother woke up, and her feet were levatating. (she was sitting in a chair, and her feet were floating straight out, levetation). This concept is common in occultic referances. They were solid Bible believers, but that had never happened before. They called every pastor in the community to pray over their house. (about 15 of them showed up and prayed over their entire country properties border fence, doing a prayer walk).
later that week the young girl had a similiar dream, but this time she heard the voice of the stuffed animal through the wall, like it was on the outside, stuck.
(it's been awhile, but I was doing cult classes at bible college at the time), and when this girl had the dream (the last one), She heard two of them say, hey "jonathan" come on, lets go. I think it was jonathan, but not sure.
I don't know for sure, but I looked up in my cult manual, some names of spiritual mediums that have been used by famous cults in the past, and the name she told be was a fairly well known, spiritual medium used by the cults.
there is no way to prove that was the same, one, or if it just had a similiar name.
but it's interesting.
yeah, I don't feel sorry for satan.
the guy responsible for giving kids bad dreams and tormenting on the innocent.