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I am interested in others' perspectives on Centering Prayer, as this is something I was taught in my Episcopal parish but stopped practicing.
As far as it goes, what I was taught was acceptable, I think, with the goal to rest with an awareness or acknowledgement of God's presence. However, I am not sure I was taught how to pray in this way well in all respects.
I am exploring contemplative prayer in such books as The Cloud of Unknowing and have noticed that it is important not merely to clear the mind of distracting thoughts, but to cultivate the faculty of love, directing it toward God.
This is interesting to me because I find that, in my prayers, when I obtain a measure of rest and quietude and direct my love to our Lord, I experience no adversity, and I am able to do this in the midst of activities or during times of exclusive prayer.
With Centering Prayer I'm just not sure this important aspect was conveyed to me, and sitting still for twenty or thirty minutes aroused anxiety. Once during this form of prayer I (subjectively) disappeared. I wondered if I had fallen asleep, but there was no sense of a passage of time or arousal from sleep. I simply popped back into awareness when the bell rang. And I couldn't see any benefit in this experience (or lack thereof), though I know some Buddhist meditators value it.
On another occasion I returned home after Centering Prayer and then once again, after sitting down to relax, lost a measure of time. It is not apparent to me that I did anything during this time period. I just know I once again lost time, as if I had been obliterated.
These days I simply cultivate devotion to the Lord, and when I lapse into silence, whether I am focusing exclusively on prayer, or praying while driving, or whatever, I lift up my love to him in this silence, and I have not experienced any strange effects from this or missing time.
Perhaps I just didn't know how to do Centering Prayer properly, but this was not entirely my fault, as I simply did as I was taught from around the time of my baptism.
What are your thoughts regarding Centering Prayer? Do you accept it? Object to it? Any other thoughts? I am curious too what Continuing Anglicans say about this method.
As far as it goes, what I was taught was acceptable, I think, with the goal to rest with an awareness or acknowledgement of God's presence. However, I am not sure I was taught how to pray in this way well in all respects.
I am exploring contemplative prayer in such books as The Cloud of Unknowing and have noticed that it is important not merely to clear the mind of distracting thoughts, but to cultivate the faculty of love, directing it toward God.
This is interesting to me because I find that, in my prayers, when I obtain a measure of rest and quietude and direct my love to our Lord, I experience no adversity, and I am able to do this in the midst of activities or during times of exclusive prayer.
With Centering Prayer I'm just not sure this important aspect was conveyed to me, and sitting still for twenty or thirty minutes aroused anxiety. Once during this form of prayer I (subjectively) disappeared. I wondered if I had fallen asleep, but there was no sense of a passage of time or arousal from sleep. I simply popped back into awareness when the bell rang. And I couldn't see any benefit in this experience (or lack thereof), though I know some Buddhist meditators value it.
On another occasion I returned home after Centering Prayer and then once again, after sitting down to relax, lost a measure of time. It is not apparent to me that I did anything during this time period. I just know I once again lost time, as if I had been obliterated.
These days I simply cultivate devotion to the Lord, and when I lapse into silence, whether I am focusing exclusively on prayer, or praying while driving, or whatever, I lift up my love to him in this silence, and I have not experienced any strange effects from this or missing time.
Perhaps I just didn't know how to do Centering Prayer properly, but this was not entirely my fault, as I simply did as I was taught from around the time of my baptism.
What are your thoughts regarding Centering Prayer? Do you accept it? Object to it? Any other thoughts? I am curious too what Continuing Anglicans say about this method.