Can't take it

[Angeleyes7715]

What do I do? I pray and pray and still I don't know what to do. I can't live with this awful stomach/ odor disease people laugh in my face whenever I go in public mocking me. Ive tried everything to cure myself, drinking oil, not eating, takingntoms of pills, antibiotics, nothing helps! Whatever infection this is running through my intestines making people think I'm a disgusting dirty woman who passes gas in public, I can't take this. My professors and my bosses no one has respect for me! Lord allow me to die! Why does hell hafta be my sentence if I can't endure this torment. I feel on the edge of a mental breakdown if one more person laughs in my face. God you say if any man take not up his cross and follow me he isn't worthy and you say anyone who hates his brother isn't worthy Lord I can't do this! I can't live this life if the rest of my days on this miserable planet are hell and torment from these people. I feel no love for them. In fact I hate people who laugh at me.o can't stand them. I wish I could be what God wants but I feel like I cant. Fear of hell keeps me from real death but I already feel dead.

 

[frenchbread101]

Have you tried a vegan diet? No more processed food, meat, dairy (all which cause gas) and go back to the basics that God intended in the garden of Eden! Vegetables and fruits! I have an illness too and I have seen it work in my own body. I believe God is using the nutrition I am packing myself with and using it to help me heal. Do not give up and do not stop praying.

Perhaps probiotics would help? Probiotics have helped people with intestinal issues.

As for the people who mock you, have you told them about your condition so they have a little bit of understanding of why you are dealing with this? Maybe they need to be schooled in on why your body does this.

Don't think God expects you to deal with this alone. Talk to Him about how you are feeling and tell him all of your feelings, the anger, etc. and tell Him that you want to do better. Ask him for strength to be strong and to love people even when they hurt you. I do that all the time.

 

[St_Worm2]

Hi JDmaybe91, I'm not laughing, in fact, I'm almost crying for you. I can only imagine what a nightmare this must be for you and I'm sorry that you have to endure it

Praying for you!

I assume since you've had antibiotics, that you have seen you doctor (hopefully a specialist, like a gastroenterologist) about this problem, but a proper diagnosis has simply not been found yet.(?) Whatever you do, don't allow your doctor(s) to get away with writing you off And if you feel like you're getting no where with the doctors you have now, go find different/better doctors, or get one of your doctors to send you to some place like the Mayo Clinic, because you need to get to someone who can tell you what's causing this (as I'm sure you already know). Just don't give up!

Do you have a family member or friend (perhaps someone at church) who would be willing to help you? If you do, call them, because this is too much for you to handle alone!

Yours in Christ,
David

 

[TravelerFarAwayFromHome]

Have you tried a vegan diet? No more processed food, meat, dairy (all which cause gas) and go back to the basics that God intended in the garden of Eden! Vegetables and fruits! I have an illness too and I have seen it work in my own body. I believe God is using the nutrition I am packing myself with and using it to help me heal. Do not give up and do not stop praying.

Perhaps probiotics would help? Probiotics have helped people with intestinal issues.

As for the people who mock you, have you told them about your condition so they have a little bit of understanding of why you are dealing with this? Maybe they need to be schooled in on why your body does this.

Don't think God expects you to deal with this alone. Talk to Him about how you are feeling and tell him all of your feelings, the anger, etc. and tell Him that you want to do better. Ask him for strength to be strong and to love people even when they hurt you. I do that all the time.

I second this

 

[Sketcher]

Have you spoken with a doctor about this?

 

[DiscipleHeLovesToo]

What do I do? I pray and pray and still I don't know what to do. I can't live with this awful stomach/ odor disease people laugh in my face whenever I go in public mocking me. Ive tried everything to cure myself, drinking oil, not eating, takingntoms of pills, antibiotics, nothing helps! Whatever infection this is running through my intestines making people think I'm a disgusting dirty woman who passes gas in public, I can't take this. My professors and my bosses no one has respect for me! Lord allow me to die! Why does hell hafta be my sentence if I can't endure this torment. I feel on the edge of a mental breakdown if one more person laughs in my face. God you say if any man take not up his cross and follow me he isn't worthy and you say anyone who hates his brother isn't worthy Lord I can't do this! I can't live this life if the rest of my days on this miserable planet are hell and torment from these people. I feel no love for them. In fact I hate people who laugh at me.o can't stand them. I wish I could be what God wants but I feel like I cant. Fear of hell keeps me from real death but I already feel dead.

Mar 5:25-29 KJV
(25) And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years,
(26) And had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse,
(27) When she had heard of Jesus, came in the press behind, and touched his garment.
(28) For she said, If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole.
(29) And straightway the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that plague.

this will help you:

http://www.awmi.net/audio/audio-teachings/#/awm_1036a_atonement.mp3
http://www.awmi.net/audio/audio-teachings/#/awm_1001a_panic.mp3

 

[ecotime47]

Hi JD. I'm so sorry you're going through this. My prayers are with you today. Hang in there.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. (Gal 6:9)

 

[bhayes]

Hi, JDmaybe91, let me just say I know what it feels like to be laughed at in public. It doesn't feel good I know it feels like there is something wrong with you, that you cant help. But I know God has been leading me through this and God will lead you through this as well. Try and see Gods hand of provision in this because he will provide for you, the bible says he "is the lifter of mine head". So when people bring you down look to God for your help and provision.

 

[BFine]

https://www.genome.gov/11508983#al-1

 

[Mister_Al]

Try taking some zinc orotate.

Alan

 

[Far Side Of the Moon]

I'm sorry you experience this issue...idk why people point and laugh when no one is perfect .

 

[mytel]

My heart goes out to you. This sounds like such a difficult thing to go through, my thoughts and prayers are with you today. Trust in God, through Him all things are possible.

 

[Revelation210Faith]

A Bible verse that has encouraged me when I go through difficult times of ridicule or walk through fearful, hurtful situtations is
Isaiah 43:2 "When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze."

 

[insurchoftruth]

I have prayed for you!

3 John 2, Psalm 103:3, Philippians 2:26,27, Romans 8:11, 32, Mark 1:41, 8:25, 10:52, 16:18,
Exodus 15:26, 23:25, Matthew 8:3,5-17, 9:18-22,28,29,30,32,33,35,36, 20:34, 1 Peter 1:23,
Luke 13:11-16, Psalm 50:15, Joshua 1:8, Psalm 41:3, 92:14, 53, 2 Kings 20:5, Deuteronomy
7:15, Psalm 84:11, Deuteronomy 28, Isaiah 53:5, Revelation 22:2, Proverbs 4:20-22, 2
Peter 1:4, Isaiah 58:11, Acts 3:7, 10:38, Psalm 30:2, James 5:14,15,16, 1 Peter 2:24,

 

[FutureAndAHope]

Praying