Cant keep my head up...

[KYFisher1]

I do not know how to start this.... So, I stay so scared all the time. My fears and anxiety overwhelm every thought and action I do. My son has a very rare disease and honestly is doing really well! But I am just so scared that he will relapse again and I love him so much and hate to see him go through anything else. I put all my hope and trust in God and I have to stay in his word for my mind to be clear... But it is like every time I stumble and fall back into an old addiction, I just think I am going to get punished for it and my son will get sick. I know this is satan on my back... But I guess I could just use some prayers... Thank you.

 

[Doug Melven]

I am sure you already know this, but God loves you and your son.
He will not punish you or your son for a sin you have committed.
It is God's wish above all else that you prosper and be in health even as your soul prospers.
Study Isaiah 53 and see the disease your son has being borne by Jesus Christ.

 

[Southernscotty]

I am praying for you friend. Our God is bigger...

 

[KYFisher1]

I am sure you already know this, but God loves you and your son.
He will not punish you or your son for a sin you have committed.
It is God's wish above all else that you prosper and be in health even as your soul prospers.
Study Isaiah 53 and see the disease your son has being borne by Jesus Christ.

Thanks bud! That helped me a lot!

 

[KYFisher1]

I am praying for you friend. Our God is bigger...

Thank you!

 

[dreadnought]

I do not know how to start this.... So, I stay so scared all the time. My fears and anxiety overwhelm every thought and action I do. My son has a very rare disease and honestly is doing really well! But I am just so scared that he will relapse again and I love him so much and hate to see him go through anything else. I put all my hope and trust in God and I have to stay in his word for my mind to be clear... But it is like every time I stumble and fall back into an old addiction, I just think I am going to get punished for it and my son will get sick. I know this is satan on my back... But I guess I could just use some prayers... Thank you.

It is my understanding that the Lord forgives us when we repent of our sin, so I don't think you need to worry about punishment. Besides, the Lord wouldn't punish your son for something that you did.

 

[RisenInJesus]

I do not know how to start this.... So, I stay so scared all the time. My fears and anxiety overwhelm every thought and action I do. My son has a very rare disease and honestly is doing really well! But I am just so scared that he will relapse again and I love him so much and hate to see him go through anything else. I put all my hope and trust in God and I have to stay in his word for my mind to be clear... But it is like every time I stumble and fall back into an old addiction, I just think I am going to get punished for it and my son will get sick. I know this is satan on my back... But I guess I could just use some prayers... Thank you.

As a parent I can understand your fears and anxiety. Parents can't help being worried about their children, especially when they are dealing with something serious as your son with a rare disease. But our God is loving, caring and always there to pick us up when we fall or comfort in distress. You are right it is satan who is laying the guilt on you on you. God's Holy Spirit brings conviction, but not the oppressive weight of guilt and fear of punishment. That is the enemy stealing your hope and joy in the Lord. It is so hard to have to see a loved son who has a disease or other challenging situation, but God is so, so much bigger and He has a good and eternal plan for your beloved son and you through all of this. I'm so glad your son is doing well despite the disease. Ask Jesus to reveal to you things to be grateful for each day and to fill you with His joy. I am praying that the Lord will carry you in His strength, deliver you from your fears, and bless you for loving your son so much.

 

[KYFisher1]

As a parent I can understand your fears and anxiety. Parents can't help being worried about their children, especially when they are dealing with something serious as your son with a rare disease. But our God is loving, caring and always there to pick us up when we fall or comfort in distress. You are right it is satan who is laying the guilt on you on you. God's Holy Spirit brings conviction, but not the oppressive weight of guilt and fear of punishment. That is the enemy stealing your hope and joy in the Lord. It is so hard to have to see a loved son who has a disease or other challenging situation, but God is so, so much bigger and He has a good and eternal plan for your beloved son and you through all of this. I'm so glad your son is doing well despite the disease. Ask Jesus to reveal to you things to be grateful for each day and to fill you with His joy. I am praying that the Lord will carry you in His strength, deliver you from your fears, and bless you for loving your son so much.

Thank you so much and you are so right!

 

[1watchman]

Some good counsel has been shared here, and I too will pray for blessings and much peace as you lean upon our Lord Jesus to keep you. We need to remember that God is love, and if He allows sickness and such trouble it is always for His purposes. Many have been brought to much faithfulness in the face of troubles, you know.