Hi, I know this is an old comment but I’ve been scouring the site for commentary about Hebrews 6:4-6 & 10:26-27 and have been reading this thread tonight. I’ve just came across these passages the other day and have been struggling with them a lot (and obsessing and freaking out) ever since. The other day I was lying on my couch practically paralyzed in fear that I might be now beyond saving. Here, I wrote a post detailing my story if you’re curious for more context.
I guess what I am wondering is, am I a “child of the devil” even though I don’t want to be? :/ Are my attempts at repentance going unheard/unrecognized, because God has shut himself off from me? I “got saved” (or so I thought) back when I was a child living in a Christian family. I thought it was genuine, and I did believe in God and Christ’s saving grace and all. I probably seemed like a decent enough kid on the outside, though in middle/high school I fell into some habitual sins in my private life.
And then, not really having much in the way of an actual foundational relationship with God, when I went off to college out-of-state I totally went astray and entered 6-7 years of a sinful lifestyle, during which time I didn’t give much thought to God - largely because I felt bad and knew what I was doing was wrong; I felt that I was a “lost cause” because of some specific sins I committed, and was extremely demoralized and thought it was pointless to try and avoid sin. (What a lie straight from the devil!!!)
Anyways, long story short, in 2020 something changed for me in a big way; since July/August I’ve been reading my Bible every day and praying. I’ve been asking God for forgiveness, asking him to change me and rid me of any sins in my life, and to show me his will for me. I’ve asked him to mold me to look more like his Son, I’ve asked him to give me more faith, I’ve asked him to give me strength to endure to the end, I’ve asked him to give me enough strength that I would be willing to die for my belief in him if it ever came to it, etc.
I’ve *never* in my life read the Bible or prayed this consistently before, so I thought that this was a really good sign that I was changing. However I stumbled across these Hebrews passages and now can’t help but wonder if I am beyond saving, and that I’m totally lost forever because I previously slipped into a lifestyle of sin. Or do you think that those passages are referring to people who become apathetic and lose the will to repent of their sins - people whose hearts get totally hardened and have no desire to get right with God?
I hope it’s not too late for me… I have been loving reading the Bible and I never thought I would enjoy it like this. So far I’ve read the entire New Testament the whole way through for the first time ever, and I have also read Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Job; currently in Genesis. I have also noticed some small but positive changes in my life which I attribute to some involvement by the Holy Spirit, but I hope it’s not just wishful thinking on my part. I guess it’s also quite possible that I’m on the right track, and that Satan is using these verses to try and accuse me/scare me back off-course/make me feel hopeless? Anyways, thanks for reading. Sorry to resurrect such an old thread! God bless.
I am not @LovesGodWord but maybe this will help:
Hebrews 6:4-8 and Hebrews 10:26-39 is about those who are living a life of known unrepentant sin once they have been given a knowledge of the truth of Gods' Word and have chosen to reject Gods Word in order to continue practicing sin.The above scriptures are not to those who have chosen by faith to believe and follow God's Word through repentance of sin, confession of sins and faith (Acts 2:38; 1 John 1:9 and 1 John 5:4).
If we have faith in God's Word and continue in Gods' Word (John 8:31-36; John 17:17) God promises to save us from our sins (don't give up seeking God through prayer and His Word) - This is how we seek and find God when we search for him with all of our heart!
Ask God for His Spirit to guide you and teach you which is God's promise to us in (John 14:26; John 16:13; John 7:17; 1 John 2:17; Hebrews 8:11). Turn away from seeking God's truth from men and seek God's truth through his Word believing and claiming His promises.
God loves us and is not willing that anyone should perish and that all should come to repentance *2 Peter 3:9 an knowledge of the truth of Gods' Word *Acts of the Apostles 17:30-31 and be saved and it is not God's will that we sin (break God's commandments - 1 John 5:4; James 2:10-11 Romans 3:20; Romans 7:7 etc) but if any man does sin we have an advocate with the father Jesus Christ the righteous *1 John 2:1-4
Lastly and most importantly our salvation is only found in God's grace through faith *Ephesians 2:8-9 there is nothing that we can do to save ourselves *Matthew 9:12-13 we are saved solely by God's love for us and His Grace and mercy towards us through faith alone bringing us to our final point below...
Faith in God's Word is where we find God's salvation. He has His salvation now the very moment we believe God's Word and we abide in Christ as we believe and follow what His Word says *Romans 3:31; Romans 8:1-4; John 3:16; 1 John 1:9; 1 John 5:4 etc).
God bless
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