It use to bother me and even make me quite jelous when I would hear others say how blessed they are, I had it rough growing up in an abusive family and always wondered why wasn't I bleseed as a kid. A lot of doubt had set in over the years to the point of turning my back on our Lord and by the end of my second tour and a grunt I was completely separated from Him. Long story short, I finally gave up trying to manage my life, I got hooked on pain killers and booze, I lost my family and custody of my daughter and by this point I just cried in anger and almost in a mocking manner I asked Him why does He hate me so much, I never understood what I did wrong to deserve all this. Today I have never been close to our Lord Jesus Christ, I am blessed to have been sober for over 5 years, I have custody of my daughter and I'm back with my family plus 80% of my debt has been paid off by the huge tax returns and job opportunities that He gave me but that not all, these jobs are practically a few blocks away from my huge apartment. I'm a freelance mechanic and I couldn't be happier in life thanks to our Lord Jesus Christ. I'm going through some difficult moment's in my relationship over some unfinished things in our past but I'm praying and placing all my needs and worries in His hands. He gave me a new life and a better direction. Thank you for placing this post about blessings, I sometimes get a real warm feeling in my chest when something good happens and it seems like our Lord does it in ways that only you and Him understand and others may see it as "chance" or "luck", I now see it as His Blessings. I thank Him for the good times and the hard times because they have made me who I am today thanks to our Lord.