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Good afternoon all! It feels surreal to post this thread. I originally joined CF in my youth, I want to say I was about 12 maybe 13 around 2003 and brand new to Jesus. I had so many questions and so my insecurities. I left the site soon after my 17th birthday and I not only let the site but walked far away from anything that had to do with God. My mom passed away in 2011 and a few weeks after her passing I made this account. The original account where I had joined at first were forgotten I wasn’t good with God I just needed fellowship after a terrible loss. I didn’t last on the site but recently, I found God’s everlasting Grace.
I work with a fellow believer and she’s not the kind that screams about Jesus from the rooftops but in her struggles she continues to bless God. Shes the type of person that will change plans because there is church and unbeknownst to her in that moment. She was the testimony I needed. I didn’t want an open invitation to church. I knew church, I needed someone to live God in front of me, to awaken my spirit And make me seek His Face. I visited her church one Sunday morning went on vacation afterwards and when I came back I returned and haven’t looked back. God has blessed me and started to change my life in ways that would be too long to tell here. But my friends I am back for God.
This time I came before the Lord with my two sons. Hurt from everything we’ve lived through. Struggling to keep a roof over their head and food in their stomach. My need this time was so great I surrendered completely in a way I did not know was possible. All I know is that he has touched me in such a beautiful way.
Sorry for the horribly long post! I promise I never write that much, but can you see how God has a plan for us no matter what we do, or don’t do. I am just overjoyed to be here. Brand new In his righteous path again and learning how to live in Christ like I did in my youth, but with my two boys seeing everything their mama does and trying to copy me or question me.
I work with a fellow believer and she’s not the kind that screams about Jesus from the rooftops but in her struggles she continues to bless God. Shes the type of person that will change plans because there is church and unbeknownst to her in that moment. She was the testimony I needed. I didn’t want an open invitation to church. I knew church, I needed someone to live God in front of me, to awaken my spirit And make me seek His Face. I visited her church one Sunday morning went on vacation afterwards and when I came back I returned and haven’t looked back. God has blessed me and started to change my life in ways that would be too long to tell here. But my friends I am back for God.
This time I came before the Lord with my two sons. Hurt from everything we’ve lived through. Struggling to keep a roof over their head and food in their stomach. My need this time was so great I surrendered completely in a way I did not know was possible. All I know is that he has touched me in such a beautiful way.
Sorry for the horribly long post! I promise I never write that much, but can you see how God has a plan for us no matter what we do, or don’t do. I am just overjoyed to be here. Brand new In his righteous path again and learning how to live in Christ like I did in my youth, but with my two boys seeing everything their mama does and trying to copy me or question me.
